Discussion How should one dress on the day of his departure ?

[zdeweilx]

It may be a strange question but according to you, how should one dress before taking his own life ?

 

[Fresh Soju]

No idea how one "should" dress, but when it comes to me I'd put on makeup and wear my most kawaii outfit possible while being surrounded by my plushies and everything cute. It's how I like to live, so why not go out that way?
Though I can see how potentially messed up that might be, seeing a corpse surrounded by and wearing kawaii things, lol.

 

[persepexa]

Depends who you think will find you but it doesn't really matter. Depending on your method and what state they find you in it might make things easier, if you're likely to be found by emergency services for example, to wear something that can be easily removed. They will likely undress you anyway to determine cause of death and if you're having a funeral they will dress you appropriately for that. If it makes you feel better or makes it easier you could wear your favourite outfit?

 

[Lemonite]

how ever you feel appropriate

 

[macaroni2445]

No idea how one "should" dress, but when it comes to me I'd put on makeup and wear my most kawaii outfit possible while being surrounded by my plushies and everything cute. It's how I like to live, so why not go out that way?
Though I can see how potentially messed up that might be, seeing a corpse surrounded by and wearing kawaii things, lol.

you know what i'm stealing that idea :)

 

[spudknocker]

Naked. It's how you arrived in this life.

 

[Nightingale93]

I guess I'll be dressing in all black emo clothes. Black skinny jeans, converse shoes, band shirt, black jacket on top, etc.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Cultist robes, might as well confuse the shit out of whomstever finds you and mess with the police a lil bit.

 

[Jisatsu]

Dress comfortably... because whatever your method is at least you'll be comfortable in some regard.

 

[HawkTalon]

However you wish to look at the end of your story. I've never really given much thought to that question myself, but it surely can't hurt to go out in style.

 

[Fresh Soju]

you know what i'm stealing that idea :)

I wanted to say "give me an update when that happens" and then I was like: "oh right, that's not exactly possible — oops." xD

Cultist robes, might as well confuse the shit out of whomstever finds you and mess with the police a lil bit.

You should go next level and make some elaborate riddle or puzzle they have to solve, then once they solve the finally puzzle there should be some sort of joke, or some actual deep message depending on how you feel about your death and people you leave behind, lol.

 

[eggsausagerice]

for the weather if you're doing it outside. comfortable clothes if you're doing it inside. i hate attempting outside during the winter because my hands go numb if i don't have my gloves on. i couldn't ctb in the summer either because it felt so humid and i kept on sweating and swatting bugs away. it seems more relaxing to die in the winter because of how tired being cold makes me, though. it seems much more calming and private to die in nature.

 

[chaewon]

If I think im going to be found by my parents, I think i would just not give a fuck and do it in whatever I am wearing that day aslong as it is comfortable and doesnt hurt the method being used.

If I think Im going to be found by my girlfriend, I would wear a sweater of mine that she complimented the most and said I look cute and handsome in, which is a very rare compliment from her, and I would slick my hair back the way she loves it.

 

[Forveleth]

Whatever you feel comfortable emptying your bowels in.

 

[Goyasan]

I'm going to be wearing some cute pajamas!

 

[Arvayn]

I'd take laxatives to flush my bowels out beforehand, and avoid eating; wouldn't want to soil the clothes. I'd powder all of my skin to look completely straight white, put on a classic black tuxedo, and insert a single white flower sticking out of its front pocket.
Hell, I'd wear that every day, if I could...

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Whatever you feel comfortable emptying your bowels in.

Thinking about doing it in the morning for this very reason. Coffee, poop, no food, dead.

 

[kuroshimi]

I guess you should wear whatever you feel comfortable in.

 

[Fresh Soju]

Hell, I'd wear that every day, if I could...

What's stopping you?

 

[default]

i'd wear my favorite outfit and try to be stylish, probably this cute dress i have with long socks and a jacket since it's been chilly out, so at least i'd be found with a fire fit

 

[Fresh Soju]

i'd wear my favorite outfit and try to be stylish, probably this cute dress i have with long socks and a jacket since it's been chilly out, so at least i'd be found with a fire fit

It's sad how people have to protect their privacy on this forum, as this thread would've been so perfect for fit shares, haha.

 

[fishperson]

That one pyjama that been there for me since day1 . When u look at it u remember all ur worst day. Man i love those pyjamas so much. They might be damaged beyond repair , but so i am.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

I'd take laxatives to flush my bowels out beforehand, and avoid eating; wouldn't want to soil the clothes. I'd powder all of my skin to look completely straight white, put on a classic black tuxedo, and insert a single white flower sticking out of its front pocket.
Hell, I'd wear that every day, if I could...

Aside from bowel flushing, the bladder may contain some urine, from water used to swallow OD pills and/or to make an SN suspension and it can soil clothes from involuntary peeing when body control functions start to fail. If choosing to wear panties, it may suffice, or be advisable to use a panty liner (pad) with them. It may be needed anyway for female CTB if its period bleeding time, with mood swings then maybe driving a female more strongly to do her CTB right then.

In general, a skirt or dress is less likely to be soiled by urine than pants or hot pants that fit closely to the urination area. And most females and MTF trans females would anyway prefer to wear a nice skirt or dress on CTB day, to boost their confidence and to look and feel really feminine on the last day, as a number of SaSu posts confirm.

In any event, there are nice slim incontinence panties available in stylish designs these days. They are not only adorable to wear, but give very good protection against soiling of clothes with urine, irrespective of wearing a skirt, dress or pants. A real confidence booster for the CTB day. And they can also do a good job in the event of bowel flushing being incomplete.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

Depends who you think will find you but it doesn't really matter. Depending on your method and what state they find you in it might make things easier, if you're likely to be found by emergency services for example, to wear something that can be easily removed. They will likely undress you anyway to determine cause of death and if you're having a funeral they will dress you appropriately for that. If it makes you feel better or makes it easier you could wear your favourite outfit?

Hold-up stockings or stockings on stockings on a garter belt, rather than pantyhose. A brassiere closing at the front instead of the common closing at the back. High-heel shoes with ankle straps instead of tight thigh-high boots. Desist from wearing panties if you think you will be clean down there on the day. Wear a liner or pad in your panties if your mood drives you to CTB on a period day or worry about involuntary peeing. Hold off CTB until after period time, if you can.

Consider wearing a long loose dress, or just a nightdress and/or underdress instead of a skirt or dress that has to be unzipped at the back and laboriously pulled off over the legs or head for body inspection. If you wear a skirt, you can choose one with an elastic waistband instead of needing unzipping at the back. Preferably wear a pleated miniskirt rather than a stretch miniskirt. Don't wear a long narrow skirt or dress, however much you love wearing them, choose wide free-flowing ones instead. If your favorite outfit doesn't make it easy for your body to be undressed, lay it alongside you before CTB with a note that you want to wear it for your burial or cremation. You can also admire it as CTB progresses.

Make up thoroughly and wear perfume: it will help you get you through any CTB pain, build up your confidence that you are doing the right thing. And your face will look lovely for body inspection staff and your burial or cremation.

 

[elenaboo25]

I would opt for something that is easy for other people to take off and put back on quickly, as where I live, police are obligated to investigate any unusual death, and that process includes being fully undressed by a doctor after death. I am not sure if the doctor would then put my clothes back on, but I think the chances are higher if it is easy to do.

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

No idea how one "should" dress, but when it comes to me I'd put on makeup and wear my most kawaii outfit possible while being surrounded by my plushies and everything cute. It's how I like to live, so why not go out that way?
Though I can see how potentially messed up that might be, seeing a corpse surrounded by and wearing kawaii things, lol.

I didn't know much about kawaii fashion, so I looked into it after seeing your post and found some really cute outfits. Many of the original designs made for Japanese teen girls are probably too small for me to wear, but there are similar adapted kawaii designs meanwhile in other countries that may fit me well for my CTB. I'm in two minds as to whether I should wear underknee white stockings with attachments to be true to kawaii on my CTB day, or to wear conventional stockings disappearing under a short free-flowing pleated skirt or dress, to which I could also attach some kawaii-style decorative items.

I am encouraged by the suicide of an 18-year old Japanese girl wearing kawaii fashion, livestreamed on Twitter:

Kawaii Streamer Broadcasts her Suicide Live on Twitter

Japan Twitter Post Archive: https://archive.ph/5dbua (Skip to the minute 18:55)

bestgore.fun

It's lovely how 18 minutes into the video, she takes off her jacket and shoes, laying then down alongside her handbag, climbs onto a balcony railing, sits there, waves farewell to the camera and leans back to fall to her death.

I would have to decide whether to also CTB like her by falling from a height, hanging, overdose or stabbing. It's so difficult to decide. I agree it would be nice to do CTB on my deathbed, dressed up kawaii style, made up pretty, wearing perfume and surrounded by some other cute adorable items of kawaii attire that I could admire as CTB progresses. It would make CTB more enjoyable by alleviating any pain and well worth the effort.

It's lovely that we are both equally messed up about this.

I would opt for something that is easy for other people to take off and put back on quickly, as where I live, police are obligated to investigate any unusual death, and that process includes being fully undressed by a doctor after death. I am not sure if the doctor would then put my clothes back on, but I think the chances are higher if it is easy to do.

As I wrote in reply to persepleaxa:

Hold-up stockings or stockings on stockings on a garter belt, rather than pantyhose. A brassiere closing at the front instead of the common closing at the back. High-heel shoes with ankle straps instead of tight thigh-high boots. Desist from wearing panties if you think you will be clean down there on the day. Wear a liner or pad in your panties if your mood drives you to CTB on a period day or worry about involuntary peeing. Hold off CTB until after period time, if you can.

Consider wearing a long loose dress, or just a nightdress and/or underdress instead of a skirt or dress that has to be unzipped at the back and laboriously pulled off over the legs or head for body inspection. If you wear a skirt, you can choose one with an elastic waistband instead of needing unzipping at the back. Preferably wear a pleated miniskirt rather than a stretch miniskirt. Don't wear a long narrow skirt or dress, however much you love wearing them, choose wide free-flowing ones instead. If your favorite outfit doesn't make it easy for your body to be undressed, lay it alongside you before CTB with a note that you want to wear it for your burial or cremation. You can also admire it as CTB progresses.

Make up thoroughly and wear perfume: it will help you get you through any CTB pain, build up your confidence that you are doing the right thing. And your face will look lovely for body inspection staff and your burial or cremation.

 

[VegasLyra]

Regarding pants—I actually advise against wearing your best stuff as there's a high chance you'll defecate (as your muscles relax post-mortem, including your anal sphincter) and ruin them. So wear something that's not too bad but not your best

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

No idea how one "should" dress, but when it comes to me I'd put on makeup and wear my most kawaii outfit possible while being surrounded by my plushies and everything cute. It's how I like to live, so why not go out that way?
Though I can see how potentially messed up that might be, seeing a corpse surrounded by and wearing kawaii things, lol.

Examples of cute kawaii fashion outfits to die for, very suitable for CBT. And screenshots from the livestreamed Twitter video made by an 18-year old Japanese girl when she did CBT from a balcony by climbing onto and falling from the railing when she was dressed up for her CBT in a kawaii fashion outfit, leaving her coat, shoes and handbag behind on the balcony floor:

 

[bpdscared9]

This is a very interesting question, although the first time I attempted I only had a white sweater with batman shorts and the second time a blouse and a skirt, I think I never thought about it before, I just wanted to CTB quickly lol.

 

[a-lien]

only keep in mind, that they cut the cloth anyway, when you die :( and destroy it...

so I will only wear something comfy...
for jumping I need something black ;D and yeah, when sn doesn't matter. also comfy.

before I knew, they destroy it, I wanted to wear something special for jumping, but I think that was stupid, because people would look at me when I would walk in this house lol..
so better not something special.. better something "invisivble" lol..I think, every ctb outside, makes sense to wear something, that you are invisible normal, nothing to remember... (so when someone would call someone, to find you, it's harder to find you)
i also thinking of something for change, so people would be confused, if they got the right person or not...

when I went to my new jumping spot, I always wear different layers... if it's to warm/ or cold, I can easily change.