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new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
Im unfortnatly living another day in this world full of pain. I am taking a walk in a nature reserve to be by myself. What u guys up to today.
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
1,604
Im unfortnatly living another day in this world full of pain. I am taking a walk in a nature reserve to be by myself. What u guys up to today.
Nature always did wonders for me...........sadly no more :'( hold on to it and enjoy your walk and being at one..............best tonic there is. xx
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
I'm struggling hardcore today. I want to go tonight. I hope you enjoy your walk. ❤️
 
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Aleandra Felix

Aleandra Felix

Give me peace or give me death
Jan 2, 2020
39
Miserable. Besides the usual issues, my boyfriend is very likely moving to another city far away while I stay here. I've never had a job. I've been desperately looking and applying for years. I don't have money and I'm dependent on my sociopathic mom.

He told me last year there was a chance of him moving. So it's not a surprise and I had time to deal with my feelings. But the probability of it only increases. He just told me his dad has a job waiting for him in that city.

We discussed what we were going to do. We are unsure about long distance relationship. It probably wouldn't work out. So, it's more likely for us to break up and I'm not ready. I don't know how to deal with all this.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
i'm sorry that you are feeling this way.

today is not a good day for me, i'm really struggling and the only way i can cope with these thoughts is with weed, benzos, and whatever distraction i can find on the internet.
 
highlyvolatile

highlyvolatile

I don't know anymore.
Feb 14, 2020
278
Very tired and stomach pains as usual. Used to chalk it up to i hadnt ate but sometimes hurts more when i do. i get random sharp spasms of pain in my heart and other parts of my body from time to time. hadnt told a doctor because i usually forget it happens when i eventually get to one.

i think a lot of the pain i feel is just in my head and that im makinf it up sometimes. idk. woke up feeling bad. might see if i can sleep again or sleep all day today if possible.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Not doing so well. But this is practically everyday now.
 
new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
I went fir my walk but it seems nature does not work fir me either now. I ended up going to look at my shopping list for my equipment for when i ctb. Life for me is so painfull everyday aswell. Seems like everybody is having a shit and painfull day.
 

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