How I feel

[Kristen]

Anyone want to talk to me about their plans? I'm wondering whether I'm going to keep living even if I didn't commit suicide. I want to die, and maybe I will one day but it would be good to share with someone...

 

[DrownedOctopus]

If you need to talk to someone, you're more than welcome to talk to me privately if you're comfortable with it.
Everyone needs an ear to listen, even if it's a stranger on the internet. I'll be more than willing to discuss whatever, but I haven't completely settled on a method, so my plans are not set in stone as of yet.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I never mind talking about methods. Or just venting about what this life has turned into.

 

[Christian]

I haven't ordered SN yet but I have received Tagamet and Primperan

 

[Dead_Inside]

Do you have a date in mind?

 

[Christian]

Do you have a date in mind?

I don't know if this was directed towards me (I'm going to answer anyway) Most likely in May to see one of my favorite band's live

 

[ZomGuy]

My plan is to hang myself from the metal bar of my wardrobe..If nothing goes wrong, I'll be dead by tuesday.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I don't know if this was directed towards me (I'm going to answer anyway) Most likely in May to see one of my favorite band's live

Sorry, yes I was asking you. Glad you are doing something nice for yourself beforehand.

 

[Christian]

Sorry, yes I was asking you. Glad you are doing something nice for yourself beforehand.

TY also trying to read a bunch of books Any recommendations before I depart?

 

[Dead_Inside]

My plan is to hang myself from the metal bar of my wardrobe..If nothing goes wrong, I'll be dead by tuesday.

I hope that it works, or that it fails in a good way if it must. I am just too weird in the neck or something to hang... or maybe I haven't practiced enough first. But I can't go around with a ligature marks on my neck either.

TY also trying to read a bunch of books Any recommendations before I depart?

Well I think in the reading department I am a bit of a bore.... I do a lot of research IRL so my reading is lots of boring science journals. What genre do you like?

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I don't know if this was directed towards me (I'm going to answer anyway) Most likely in May to see one of my favorite band's live

I'm putting off my own date until after the next season of one of my favorite shows. Huh. The power of entertainment.

 

[ZomGuy]

I hope that it works, or that it fails in a good way if it must. I am just too weird in the neck or something to hang... or maybe I haven't practiced enough first. But I can't go around with a ligature marks on my neck either.

Well I think in the reading department I am a bit of a bore.... I do a lot of research IRL so my reading is lots of boring science journals. What genre do you like?

Thanks That's what I fear, too. I don't want to walk around with a ligature mark on my neck..So I've tried using a scarf to hang myself so that there's no ligature mark in case the whole thing fails..But I switched to a power cord again but this time I'm going to use some ridiculous strats to divert myself from the pain..Have already testet it, I'm pretty confident to beat my survival instinct this time

 

[dysfunctional]

Alot is happening this month that might determine my fate. One- I appear in court as a witness to my friends assault. That being out of the way frees me up. 2- I will be finding out if I get a good job I applied for. Might find out in April. If I get that, I have a legitimate chance at recovery and I think my life could get back on track. If not- suicide will seem to be the main option. Buy gun, go to woods,do the deed.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

I don't want to walk around with a ligature mark on my neck.

I wouldn't mind it myself. A hell of a story. I would like to be more open about how much I think about killing myself.

 

[Christian]

I'm putting off my own date until after the next season of one of my favorite shows. Huh. The power of entertainment.

GOT?

 

[ZomGuy]

Alot is happening this month that might determine my fate. One- I appear in court as a witness to my friends assault. That being out of the way frees me up. 2- I will be finding out if I get a good job I applied for. Might find out in April. If I get that, I have a legitimate chance at recovery and I think my life could get back on track. If not- suicide will seem to be the main option. Buy gun, go to woods,do the deed.

Whatever happens, I wish you the best

 

[Christian]

Well I think in the reading department I am a bit of a bore.... I do a lot of research IRL so my reading is lots of boring science journals. What genre do you like?

Crime, True Crime, Mystery

 

[Dead_Inside]

I wouldn't mind it myself. A hell of a story. I would like to be more open about how much I think about killing myself.

Hahaha.... in my sad sick fantasies I would love to just fuck myself up and go about my day... let people see what I feel on the inside.... let me finally just ruin myself. Let me blow my brains out some where publicly appropriate.
But I have been told if there is another attempt I have to go in for help. So have to hide the marks.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

GOT?

You KNOW it!!!!

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

but this time I'm going to use some ridiculous strats to divert myself from the pain..Have already testet it, I'm pretty confident to beat my survival instinct this time

May I ask a few questions? I understand if you'd rather not answer (and please PM me if you prefer):

1. What are "strats"?
2. How do strats "divert" you from the pain?
3. What pain have you experienced trying this method in the past?

Thanks...

 

[Kristen]

Hi I'm way gone...needing someone to walk me to the end. I'm having issues doing it myself but desperately need to end this. I've become almost mindless flat empty physically weak lonely pathetic stupid above all else. Does anyone live in Sydney? Australia? Email me at : [email protected]