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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
261
how far would you go? would you sacrifice yourself? would you not suicide, just for them?
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,394
... ID DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE ...
ANYTHING FOR MY LOVE


And so I cannot specify what id do,,
Because I mean,, anything..

And I dont switch,, I fucking love you.for life,, ill stalk you from a distance for life,, or at least till ctb, its not somthing that comes and goes,, love and hate,,, seemingly two of the same,, and its mine.
 
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burdentoeveryone

burdentoeveryone

compost in training
Nov 1, 2025
18
i would do quite literally anything for my fp. i would die for her without a second thought and i would stay alive for her if she wanted me to. but she doesn't love me back. at least not in a way that i love her. i could never fall in love with anyone else as long as she's in my life, and my life would be nothing without her. it hurts.
 
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jupiterflower

jupiterflower

Member
Oct 21, 2025
12
i would die for my girlfriend, but i wouldnt stay alive for her
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,355
I would never want nor need any kind of relationship with a human especially not a romantic relationship or "love". nothing matters except avoiding unbearable pain
 
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Lest3

Lest3

Silence
Nov 3, 2025
27
I'd stay alive for love
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,080
Love is a lie.
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
I love my boyfriend, but he can't stop me from CTB and he doesn't know anything about my plan anyway.
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
261
I love my boyfriend, but he can't stop me from CTB and he doesn't know anything about my plan anyway.
do you plan on telling him?


i understand why you feel that way
I would never want nor need any kind of relationship with a human especially not a romantic relationship or "love". nothing matters except avoiding unbearable pain
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,492
Love ends eventually, but it's longer lasting then cocain.
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
Complete feminisation in a stimulating and sexually arousing way.
Recreation of scenes from the Gospels, like the Last Supper, the Apostles bring this huge plate upon which I lie to Jesus
physical submission
be as pleasant as possible, make everyday pleasant for God
this love i give gets stronger and stronger over time, causing pleasure to increase seemingly with no limit
 
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fromange

fromange

riding the wave °‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·。
Oct 29, 2025
103
I'm staying alive for, or more like because of her, right now. It hurts to live without her, but maybe I'll get to see her again.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
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TransientEternal

Student
Sep 24, 2023
179
I've never been in love probably because I assume nobody could accept me in my entirety, but if a person like that loved me I'd probably do anything for them. A person that loves and understands me would make my life much less empty. So I would be able to sacrifice myself so as not to return to that previous state + the loss.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,410
only the love between me and my pets was real and it never ends
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
687
The idea of what my love life could have been with the special person I have in mind kills me every day. I think this person is the only thing that could deter me from suicide.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
505
I've never been in love probably because I assume nobody could accept me in my entirety, but if a person like that loved me I'd probably do anything for them. A person that loves and understands me would make my life much less empty. So I would be able to sacrifice myself so as not to return to that previous state + the loss.
This.
 
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At The Bus Stop

Member
Oct 24, 2025
91
I'm staying alive for, or more like because of her, right now. It hurts to live without her, but maybe I'll get to see her again.

I think this is the stance I'm taking right now? Not really sure how to feel, but I'm trying to have 1 final conversation with her.
 
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MissAbyss

Member
Jul 20, 2025
585
I can't say for sure, since I've never experienced love romantically. But judging by the love and sacrifices I've given to others (even to those who didn't deserve it), it would probably be until death do us part, even if it meant sacrificing my own life in worse case scenarios. If I (ever) reach a point where I can no longer cope with life, I hope that person will be able to let me go with love and respect as well. Loyalty is sacred to me.
 
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attheend13

attheend13

There is no such thing as love.
Oct 1, 2023
206
how far would you go? would you sacrifice yourself? would you not suicide, just for them?
A few years ago I fell in love so completely I felt I understood things I could never understand before. I realize now I'm a tool like all tools nothing more and when a tool no longer serves you you will discard it. For my kids I'd do anything to see them happy.
 
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scarystrawberry

scarystrawberry

Member
Oct 20, 2025
15
I loved my ex but I chose my mental illness over him when I broke up with him. I rather die single and put him though the pain of break up than die with him and make him suffer that depression instead. And I know my parents love me and would kill myself regardless. I want them to be happy but I don't want to deal with this mental pain even more.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,393
Seeing as I'm staying alive for a family member I hardly ever see- my Dad, I imagine I'd do the same for a partner. I think maybe one of the reasons it's no longer appealing to have a partner is because it would be such a huge tether here. And, if my emotions stayed the same about wanting to suicide, that would be awful.

I think it's because I would likely give everything- that I don't want a partner now. I've grown used to having my independence. Plus, the level of hurt if things didn't work out would be huge.
 
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Feldsparc

Member
Jan 3, 2025
57
Love is shit. I hate the idea of romantic love now. It brings out the worst in me. I threw away my life for romantic love
 
chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

Unfit for World
Feb 4, 2026
106
Id do anything for them, even die for them. I'd spend all my time trying to impress them and fulfill their expectations.
 

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