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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I've been to a point where I didn't care anymore but what would you lot say is the max amount of shots to finally just give in completely?
 
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Zzquilb458

Zzquilb458

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Nov 15, 2025
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Try maybe like 150-200 mL of 40% alcohol. Idk if this would be like 5-6 shots.

Idk what you'd wanna get high with but weed can give you psychosis and that could spell problems for what you are trying to achieve, ask me how I know lol.

Been looking to try DXM but idk how that will feel.

Honestly, taking a bunch of L-theanine and Ashwagandha together calms down my anxiety to the point where I feel like I probably would be okay with dying while under its effects, so maybe take that with the alcohol?
 
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blacksand

blacksand

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May 2, 2023
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I've had a gun in my mouth and been rocking the trigger back hard daring it to go off while drunk on 200ml 40abv vodka. I have fentanyl now and believe I could have injected it at that point since the death itself is still delayed by a bit which helps with si.
 

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