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singingcrow

singingcrow

Student
Jul 7, 2024
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i'm turning 26 this year and I've been feeling a lot of anxiety lately about not knowing when I'll be dead. I think if I had a timeline in mind, a lot of this worry would ease. I was thinking 2030 since i'll be turning 30 but that seems too far away for me. does anyone have any tips on choosing a date?
 
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IwantSN

IwantSN

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Feb 6, 2026
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It's your choice of course ,but I would recommend choosing a date where you think you'll have done everything or most of what you've wanted to do ,but not so late that you're desperate to die and would rush the process of ending your life
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Experienced
Jan 11, 2026
227
It depends on how well everything is going in my life. I could do it before 2027 or in a few weeks. Maybe 2029. I don't know myself. It depends. I think I will choose a few days or weeks before it becomes clear there is nothing to do about me anymore. It's OK. One day it will happen anyway, and because of that, I sometimes, I ask myself, ''why not now?''
 

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