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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,456
we all will die . every one of the 8 billion humans alive now will be dead and forgotten in 130 years. even more so in a 1000 years, in a trillion years nothing will matter then.

are you glad you will die eventually and so never be able to suffer again? or do you want to live forever and fear Death or not ever existing again being obliterated for all time?

to me knowing i will die is a great comfort because i believe that i will cease to exist forever 1 micro-second after my brain dies. and so i will never be able to suffer a trillion times worse than i can imagine the suffering.

imo most people act and talk like they aren't fully understanding that they will die much less remembering keeping it in mind a lot of the time.

imo life is also very fleeting. how fast did the last 5 years pass by?

imo every human will be obliterated for all time. so everything they do won't matter. at least they can't take anything , nor any memory with them . that's just one reason that nothing matters to me . what will matter in 200 years? in 1000 years? in 10,000 years , a trillion years ? nothing .

the humans i see just keep working or doing things like they aren't aware they will die and imo everyone soon cause life is short and fleeting.

the only things that matter to me are me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap.

extreme unbearable pain is objectively bad like having all your skin scalded off with searing iron spatulas for example. all other things are subjective
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Wizard
Mar 15, 2025
671
I'm fine with it. It's amazing how most people seem to not be aware or don't want to consider it.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,456
I'm fine with it. It's amazing how most people seem to not be aware or don't want to consider it.
do you mean like they aren't aware that they are going to die as all of us will ? i thought the same thing too, that most people aren't aware they are going to die as every human will die anyway

nobody talks about Death, or what it all means, does anything matter etc. nothing matters really except avoiding pain and suffering especially the extreme suffering

i feel like telling the people in real life or other websites : we are all going to die anyway so what does anything matter. but this is the only place i have . how would they react in real life?

extreme unbearable pain is objectively bad like having all your skin scalded off for example. all other things are subjective
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,018
While I'm fine with the knowledge that all humans and sentient organisms (at least the vast majority of them) are going to expire/die through the passage of time, I at least want to be able to go out on my own terms, and not by external forces and circumstances. This is perhaps one of the most important tenets of the pro-choice philosophical stance, though most people (normies and mainstream populace) in the world don't want to face it or acknowledge such a reality. One philosophy/critical thinking professor once stated that "humans are so good at distracting themselves from the inevitable (which includes death, expiration)", and that is rather true. So yes, in the end I would like to end things on my own terms to avoid unnecessary and potentially unbearable suffering by the hands of external circumstances and forces.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
706
meh
 
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Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
109
Most people avoid thinking about death and live as if they were immortal. They can't handle the thought of inevitable death and so to avoid going crazy, they live thinking that death is just a problem to be postponed. For me this just means that existence is based on an absurd concept, because no living being with intelligence could accept death as a normal event. In any case, the thought that in 100 years we will all be dead makes me feel good, because I can trick my mind into thinking I'm living in a dream (or nightmare).
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,713
Im excited to not have a a stupid nervous system when I die
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,946
I think everyone thinks about it. I just think the normie people just don't talk about it because they feel their energies are better focused on getting as much out of life and being as happy as they can be. I always thought it funny how all the people who profess there's a heaven to go to after this life really don't seem like they're in any big hurry to get there. I mean even with the worst cancers and such, most try every conceivable man-made treatment just so they can stay here a little while longer.
 
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idk3

idk3

Student
Sep 10, 2023
163
It's sad to think how many more humans and other animals will have to suffer for meaningless existence until the inevitable natural disaster wipes out everybody in at most 1.3 billion years.
 
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before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
119
I've never been able to convince myself we do anything other than cease to exist upon death.

But oddly, I find that freeing. I've always liked the philosophy of the character in my profile picture (aptly named Dysthmia, lol): "I used to think the inevitability of death meant life was pointless. But now I think... I find it comforting. Nothing you do can change the fact that your life doesn't matter, so you can do whatever you want. And if people don't like it, or they make fun of you, who cares? They're going to be dead soon, too."

Even the most prominent figures in history will be washed away by the sands of time. It's honestly nice to know nothing I do or say truly matters—therefore, just as I am committing no great feats, I am committing no grave sins, either. I'm just another animal doing animal shit waiting to be swallowed whole by the planet.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,701
It is what it is.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
706
Honestly if our existence is so insignificant, then why should I waste time caring about stuff like this? If life has no meaning, it means you can make it mean something for you. Sometimes other people mess with that meaning, but ultimately you're the one who decides, because in the end, meaning is a human construct, so lets get constructing, people!
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,090
Imagine you are immortal and forever young, wouldn't it be boring after some eternities? Like a movie you have to watch again and again?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,209
Good- which I know is kind of mean. I don't like our species though. I think it will benefit the rest of the billions of species on this earth when we get phazed out. It makes me happy to think there'll be a time where they don't have to contend with us hunting them, farming them, breeding them, destroying their habitat.
 
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timechained

Student
Apr 15, 2025
193
are you glad you will die eventually and so never be able to suffer again? or do you want to live forever and fear Death or not ever existing again being obliterated for all time?

Yes I am glad that I will die, that is cease to exist in this world. However, at the same time I hate being aware of death because it being distant and unable to be instantly manifested means it creates torment.

I would only ever want to live forever if I could also change my physical form and psychology when ever I wanted. Lol
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,456
Honestly if our existence is so insignificant, then why should I waste time caring about stuff like this? If life has no meaning, it means you can make it mean something for you. Sometimes other people mess with that meaning, but ultimately you're the one who decides, because in the end, meaning is a human construct, so lets get constructing, people!
I can't decide extreme torture, constant, excruciating unbearable pain, or extreme suffering won't be meaningful to me . It's meaningful in a bad way and i want to avoid extreme suffering .So avoiding extreme pain with my suicide is the only thing that is meaningful to me

The other garbage they tell us is so enjoyable yeah I can do without that's subjective

just the pain of hunger and thirst will make most sentient animals slaves

The paradox and the horror is I am an insignificant bug but I can suffer unbearably every second for years.i don't see how most think that is good

anyone can be locked in a room and tortured in many ways . No one is going to think that is not objectively bad if it's happening to them. Just being Locked in an empty room with nothing to do water deprivation is torture to most. At what point will someone in that room admit this is bad I want out? A day a year?

Extreme torture, extreme suffering, or unending constant unbearable pain is objectively bad
 
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homeboundcripple

Member
Jun 6, 2025
33
We were already nothingness once before. So what does it matter being nothingness again
 
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hopeless302

hopeless302

Student
Sep 11, 2022
123
Eternal recurrence is the theory that time flows in an infinite loop, with past events repeating over and over forever. It's probably not true, but imagine if it was.
 
sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
644
Imagine 1000000% knowing you are guaranteed to die and just become completely non-existent in the future, but still be forced to go to school and be stuck at some bull shit job for DECADES....... how does this possibly make any sense at all????

Its like.... if today is Monday, and you know will be dead by Sunday evening.... then instead, the goal is to have your schedule filled with work and school up until Saturday morning.... while studying extra hard at school so you can get a good degree, and also working extra hard at your job so you can potentially get promoted

Also making sure to exercise and eat healthy everyday, so you can be at your best health condition

How the fuck does this make any sense at all???? I'm really struggling to understand/ accept how humans and this society operates

Was this society purposely created to torture humans?????

It's really so fucking ridiculous

All this endless effort and hassle just to simply die in the end
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Student
Feb 27, 2025
176
Death is inadvertable I don't remember anything before I was born so what's to fear? I do wonder what the meaning of life is we learn work retire and die for what? Also the state of the world makes me think we are on the verge of a devastating war that could well wipe out mankind
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
242
130 years of the current climate crisis? We'll die sooner, and that doesn't seem so bad to me since humans generally don't respect nature or animals...
 
intr0verse

intr0verse

Experienced
Jan 29, 2021
270
I'm comfortable with dying but i'm not comfortable with letting nature kill me, i don't think will be as merciful as i would.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
736
I personally am fine with the idea of are extinction. We are like a virus,, like i know We excel at self-deception. Burying ourselves in labor and trivial pursuits to deflect contemplation of impending doom.. Pathetically endearing, in a morbid sort of way ya?¿
Even like you said with these last five years it's all so fleeting and goes by the a fogg of smoke unable to fully recall every detail only bits and pieces,, no no fleeting is an understatement The last five years dissolved like smoke in the wind. Each decade accelerates towards disintegration.. fuck were all stupid, the vast majority all ignore are mortality Living as if permanence is guaranteed without any further thoughts! dismissing are mortality as a distant distraction I don't know this kina stuff gets me all worked up because I do not understand any real benefits in are ever evolving humanity, I do wish we could all be gone, no more pain no more life long lasting trauma no famine no worries..
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,041
I'm delighted. Immortality would be awful.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,884
Its an absolute comfort to me that at some point I will have 100% safety from any harm ever again. To me life is risky in that i can feel worse at any moment and that we don't know if things will get better or not for certain. I would rather have complete safety than risk of harm.
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
98
Honestly, I couldn't care less 😂 Life starts and ends in a cycle that has been going on for billions of years, and eventually will stop entirely, like it never existed.
 
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brokencookie

brokencookie

Head is just crumbs
May 5, 2025
32
It's always better to never have been
 
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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

Student
May 20, 2025
116
Humans are not rational. 🧠❌
They believe it, they hope for it, they act like it. But in truth, they are animals wounded by awareness 🐾💭, clinging to any illusion that helps them avoid looking pain in the eye 👁️🔥.
They don't live by will, but by inertia. 🔁
They survive because they were programmed to. 🧬
And the mind, instead of helping them, torments them with questions that have no answers. ❓🌫️

When the body is fed, it has time to think. 🍽️🕰️
And when it truly thinks, it understands.
And when it understands, it suffers. 🧠💡➡️😣
That's why the world is full of entertainment. 📺🎮📱
Not for joy — but for survival. 🛑🧍‍♂️💭
People don't want to live. They just want not to realize they are alive. 🕳️😶

Because to truly face life is to see its architecture:
Time slipping away ⌛, desires dissolving 🌊, love decaying 🖤, cells aging 🧓, pain returning again and again ♻️🩸.

There is no happiness. 😊❌
There is only distance from thought. ↩️🧠
Peace is not a state of the soul — it's the absence of questions. 🕊️🚫❓

That's why religions were born 🙏, values were invented 💍, promises made 🗣️.
That's why people work 💼, rush 🏃‍♀️, have children 👶, buy things 🛍️, dance 💃, post 🤳, laugh 😂, go to the gym 🏋️, pray 🛐.
All just to say to the brain: "Be quiet." 🤐

But beneath the surface, every human knows they will die. ⚰️🪦
And deeper still — if they dare — they know nothing will remain. 🌌
No memory 🧠, no face 👤, no justice ⚖️.
Only silence. Eternal. Complete. 🕳️🔕♾️

So why pretend? Why go on?
Only because of fear. 😨
Life is not a choice — it's a consequence. 🧬➡️

And consciousness… is a disease with no cure. 🧠☣️
 
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rainieday06

rainieday06

Member
Jun 14, 2025
21
I find peace knowing that one day I will die and I look forward to it. I welcome it as I am too scary to do it myself.
 
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TBONTB

Student
May 31, 2025
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we all will die . every one of the 8 billion humans alive now will be dead and forgotten in 130 years. even more so in a 1000 years, in a trillion years nothing will matter then.

are you glad you will die eventually and so never be able to suffer again? or do you want to live forever and fear Death or not ever existing again being obliterated for all time?

to me knowing i will die is a great comfort because i believe that i will cease to exist forever 1 micro-second after my brain dies. and so i will never be able to suffer a trillion times worse than i can imagine the suffering.

imo most people act and talk like they aren't fully understanding that they will die much less remembering keeping it in mind a lot of the time.

imo life is also very fleeting. how fast did the last 5 years pass by?

imo every human will be obliterated for all time. so everything they do won't matter. at least they can't take anything , nor any memory with them . that's just one reason that nothing matters to me . what will matter in 200 years? in 1000 years? in 10,000 years , a trillion years ? nothing .

the humans i see just keep working or doing things like they aren't aware they will die and imo everyone soon cause life is short and fleeting.

the only things that matter to me are me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap.

extreme unbearable pain is objectively bad like having all your skin scalded off with searing iron spatulas for example. all other things are subjective
Well, this is a very existential thought piece. We will all die and become nothing, so our existence has no meaning, is how the thinking goes. Some existential thinkers have added to that and said...well meaning then is what you create. You get to define for yourself what meaning is, and try to live this way. Sure it's temporary but that doesn't mean it's not meaningful. If you make people smile, if you comfort someone, if you make food that pleases someone, if you keep the floors clean...any of these can be meaning if it is your meaning. Just answering a little philosophy with a little more philosophy...hope it's fun to think about!
 

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