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sawsy

sawsy

Miserable
Jun 12, 2026
4
All these fatality warnings but who tf is finding this shit??? How do you find it
 
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Yuja

Student
May 6, 2026
41
easy to manufacture, easy to ship around the country, and it's potent enough to create the effects of analgesia
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,336
My previous doctor gave me Fentanyl (in patch form) for my pain but I took it only once. The side effects were awful (heart racing, panic attack, dizziness). It was several years ago so I guess it's more difficult to get nowadays with all what we hear with this product...
But you can still ask your doctor. It may work... I hope you'll find peace.
 
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LostHighway

Member
May 5, 2025
88
All these fatality warnings but who tf is finding this shit??? How do you find it
This is how I want CTB. I live near San Francisco, where it is plentiful on the streets. I have NO idea how to approach people. I don't want to get robbed or taken advantage of. I'm pretty street smart, but I'm an older woman.
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
127
All these fatality warnings but who tf is finding this shit??? How do you find it
I choose morphine for my own analgesia. I also choose it for recreational use. Fentanyl is too hard to measure out for most people, and even for people with precise scales like me, I don't think it's worth the risk. My eventual overdose may be on one of its stronger analogs, though. I'd avoid non-medical grade fentanyl: you could easily be given something that's compounded with other far more lethal analogs or other synthetic opioids, and you'll die without even noticing it.
 
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isthisthingon

Specialist
May 16, 2026
391
I choose morphine for my own analgesia. I also choose it for recreational use. Fentanyl is too hard to measure out for most people, and even for people with precise scales like me, I don't think it's worth the risk. My eventual overdose may be on one of its stronger analogs, though. I'd avoid non-medical grade fentanyl: you could easily be given something that's compounded with other far more lethal analogs or other synthetic opioids, and you'll die without even noticing it.
Isn't that the point though? Dying without even noticing it?
 
buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
148
Wish I knew, considering how many fent zombies are in my city
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,326
This is how I want CTB. I live near San Francisco, where it is plentiful on the streets. I have NO idea how to approach people. I don't want to get robbed or taken advantage of. I'm pretty street smart, but I'm an older woman.
Same, but I'm in a city with known drug problems on the other side of the country. It's very hard to imagine going out & trying to start that conversation.
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
396
This is how I want CTB. I live near San Francisco, where it is plentiful on the streets. I have NO idea how to approach people. I don't want to get robbed or taken advantage of. I'm pretty street smart, but I'm an older woman.
I live near a big city as well that has a drug problem. I know these kinds of drugs are available about there. But I don't know how to get it. I don't know where in the city to go. Like you said, I don't know how to approach people. As a law abiding citizen I don't rub elbows with drug dealers.
 
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LostHighway

Member
May 5, 2025
88
I live near a big city as well that has a drug problem. I know these kinds of drugs are available about there. But I don't know how to get it. I don't know where in the city to go. Like you said, I don't know how to approach people. As a law abiding citizen I don't rub elbows with drug dealers.
If I were young, I'd dress the part and walk around waiting for a dealer to approach me. But they wouldn't go near me at my age. I can walk up to most strangers and strike up a conversation, but as I mentioned, I don't want to be taken advantage of. I'm thinking I would hide my money in my shoes... It's so seedy and depressing in those drug infested areas. I feel compassion for them. If I found someone I could trust, I would pay them well.
 
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volo

Experienced
Apr 22, 2026
243
I'm with you guys. Some drug od oblivion would sound nice, but how do you get them?…
 

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