it's not about harming myself, it's about being a symbol for my obsession with immortality, I never wanted to die, I only wanted to kill myself at about 7 only because I was terrified of living a temporary life but one day I found a concept of immortality and I've been obsessed with it, cutting it into my left arm is a symbol of my obsession to me and the fact my obsession is strong enough to cut it into my arm, this isn't about harming myself, it's about my obsession
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ZwartHartje
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How to do it? I self-harmed a lot as a teenager, my "tool of the trade" was mostly a box cutter. I sometimes cut some words into my skin too. A box cutter has this plastic grip and you can slide out the blade as far as you need it and use it almost like a pen.
Alternatively, you could just get a tattoo of it.Similar threads
