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Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
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I need to kms immediately but like obviously the room is safetyproof, like the curtain railings are magnetic not fixed to the ceiling, 0 sharp objects, etc. they let my have my vape and vape juice so i could theoretically drink those but idk if i have enough to make sure it succeeds and if it doesnt then they'll probably take my vape away lol. Any creative ideas?
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
301
Honestly, it's not worth attempting in a psych ward. If you do anything, you'll quickly be found, and it will just prolong your stay. Just do what they want you to do so you get discharged.
 
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Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
763
Honestly, it's not worth attempting in a psych ward. If you do anything, you'll quickly be found, and it will just prolong your stay. Just do what they want you to do so you get discharged.
Theres only like hourly checks so idk
Also i need to do it asap i cannot take another day
 
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Zura

WhenLife?
Jan 26, 2026
31
i feel like doing ctb is already difficult enough with all the privacy and the prep time now pulling it off when there is a group of people making sure you dont try any of that is just too much of a risk
i wish you the best stay strong this too shall pass and i also believe if you do end up having to take your life it should be in kind of peaceful and ideal way and not in a situation where you are at high risks of getting caught
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Thus gets asked here all the time. The answer is: you do not. The risk of getting caught and kept there longer is extremely high. The best thing you can do is behave, participate, play along, and get out.
 
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Lemon Ice Cube

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Jun 9, 2025
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Let's say, best case scenario, you begin your attempt and you are found one hour later. You are already IN a hospital surrounded by medical professionals who know how to try to resuscitate you. You will very likely end up in the "didn't succeed but was left with severe side effects" end of the spectrum, or little to no damage at all.

I did, quite stupidly attempt in a psych ward before. I won't disclose how I did it but I do think the possible lethality was quite low with my method. They essentially put me in solitary confinement, I had to call a nurse to get water or go to the bathroom or whatever. It could've been worse though, I know some people who were physically restrained to their beds

So if you do survive, which I believe you will, you will end up in prison like circumstances. No phones. They took my glasses too. My book. Everything. All I had was a spare change of clothes. I could look outside the window and watch the clouds and that was about it. Longest 3 days of my fucking life.

TLDR Attempting in a hospital will very likely fail and will make you want to die even more
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,805
So if you do survive, which I believe you will, you will end up in prison like circumstances. No phones. They took my glasses too. My book. Everything. All I had was a spare change of clothes. I could look outside the window and watch the clouds and that was about it. Longest 3 days of my fucking life.
Always loved how the punishment for being so depressed you no longer want to live is solitary confinement with absolutely nothing to do, which has been repeatedly shown to be absolutely detrimental to mental health.
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

i'll f*ck me in my own way
Aug 23, 2024
324
Always loved how the punishment for being so depressed you no longer want to live is solitary confinement with absolutely nothing to do, which has been repeatedly shown to be absolutely detrimental to mental health.
that, and increased sedation. Nightmare fuel. Playing along is the only option
 
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Lemon Ice Cube

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Jun 9, 2025
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Always loved how the punishment for being so depressed you no longer want to live is solitary confinement with absolutely nothing to do, which has been repeatedly shown to be absolutely detrimental to mental health.
I get that a person is more likely to calm down after 72 hrs which makes a second attempt less likely, but they really should go about it in a better way istg