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Lulu Land

Lulu Land

Member
Dec 22, 2020
11
I'm genuinely curious. The reason I found it is because a couple of years ago I read a book called By the Time You Read This I'll be Dead. In the book it mentioned suicide forums and a week or so ago I was at a very low, so I decided look to see if any exist, so I could read other people's stories and tell my own. Low and behold they do, and it's made my life a little easier knowing I'm not the only one feeling like this in this god-forsaken world :hug:
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
googling ctb methods
 
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mirko

mirko

ah
Nov 19, 2020
232
I knew the subreddit
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I googled "how to hang yourself" and landed on the hanging megathread.
The rest was history
 
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Deleted member 15256

Deleted member 15256

Member
Feb 18, 2020
55
Googling ctb methods (2)
 
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UiopQwerty

UiopQwerty

Mage
Dec 17, 2020
544
Looking for ctb methods. :sunglasses:
I found two other places also. But not as open as this one.

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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
I was just browsing suicide methods and stumbled here. Glad I did, feels like a home
 
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Mimikyu

Mimikyu

Member
Dec 8, 2019
54
I was looking for more peaceful methods and landed on a thread posted on this forum.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Googling ctb methods and a recommendation from a subreddit
 
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Nodscene

Nodscene

Its time
Jun 7, 2019
154
I might be the only one who was searching for an actual forum.....not that I post often

Took a while to find this site as most were the usual types of forums which are pointless imo. It's sad that this kind of forum is so rare and persecuted.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Through someone who was on a depression forum. My posts keep on being ignored there. Guess it was a pro life website. then someone send me this link and said you can openly talk here. Rarely use FB anymore, just for job postings groups and etc.
 
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shush

shush

can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?
Aug 16, 2020
29
r/NEET
 
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Phill

Phill

Student
Dec 19, 2019
150
I was reading something deep web related and SS was mentioned there as one of the dangerous things you could find on the deep web. I thought "cool! let's check it out"
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Through reddit
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
Googled "suicide" + "forum". Doesn't seem to work nowadays.
 
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Emma_lily

Member
Dec 27, 2020
13
Googling for possible methods to suicide.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,178
I was looking for means to commit suicide, mainly with Fentanyl, when I found this forum.
 
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Fehler

Fehler

...
Oct 12, 2020
455
When I registered I was with strong suicidal intentions but I was not sure with what method to do it. I searched for "suicide forum" and here I am.
 
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Initiated

Is life worth living?
Dec 5, 2020
66
I searched "how to hang yourself" in TOR browser and found this site. Does anyone has similar sites to suggest like this one. I want to execute my ctb as correctly as possible. I want to read what all can go wrong so that I don't fuck up my ctb.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
I was googling suicide methods and found the how to hang yourself thread earlier this year, didn't sign up until months later when life got shitty again.
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
Know it from the days on reddit
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
I believe I was Googling suicide methods. Lost All Hope came up, and so did this site.

Really glad I came here and learned about a more peaceful way out.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,161
Chanced upon this place. Was looking for an alternative to r/SuicideWatch. Tired of all the forced positivity and empty rhetoric.
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
From a reddit comment section. It was tucked under a video post from a guy passing out from a helium balloon. I'm really glad I checked out this site.
 
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JipJopMop

Member
Mar 6, 2021
96
I found an article about some one who had killed themself using this forum, sadly the article didn't have a link to this site but in the Reddit comments some one said the Facebook group linked in the article mentioned the name of this website so I found it there and signed up as quickly as I could and browsed a bit as I waited to get approved and instantly liked the freedom we have to discuss stuff here and I liked all the information on methods.
 

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