How did you dream life would be , before your problems started?

[Parnate]

I dreamt of getting good education, good wealth. Also I dreamt my family would become normal the abuse would stop. I was an idealist and a daydreamer so I believed that everything will be fine in the end. But it wasn't

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence itself is the problem to me, I'd just never wish to be burdened with this torturous, futile and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all I could hope for.

I always suffer so much as a result of this existence that was so tragically imposed that just caused all this suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I find it so horrible how a human can be tortured in this existence for decades longer just to face the agony of old age, all I want is to be permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I wish I could erase this existence.

 

[wh0arewe123]

I thought people would be more kinder because children learn morals from others and laws exist. I learned that if people can get away with it that rule no longer exists in a social way.

 

[OzymandiAsh]

I dreamt of getting good education, good wealth. Also I dreamt my family would become normal the abuse would stop. I was an idealist and a daydreamer so I believed that everything will be fine in the end. But it wasn't

Same. I dreamt of falling in love again, of endless curiosity and wonder, of success and fortune, etc.

In fact things would get worse than I could imagine. A living nightmare.

 

[indianachrome]

I was set up for peace and enjoyment. My settlement would provide ample cash for trips, was able to work 5 months a year self employed and make alot of money. I was supposed to stay a minimalist, but enjoy not having to stress about day to day life. I was supposed to enjoy my beautiful girlfriend and travel the world with her. Then everything changed. September 5th i had a freak injury and can't work and no cash plus debilitating pain every day from injury.

why? Is this my struggle? To rot in bed all day?! I didn't sign up for this....