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Minerva___

Minerva___

in need of some eternal sleep 🌙
Jan 6, 2024
57
Unsent letter to a now ex closest friend

An unsent letter I wrote about you, before you abandoned me.

Hey, I just want to get some things out before I lose my mind completely. I'm so proud of who you are after everything you've endured, I'm so proud of every single atom in your body.. i'm so glad you are who you are & I'm beyond glad that I got so lucky that I met you in this lifetime. You're wonderful, magical & I feel like our connection is out of this world. You truly aren't a human being, you're indeed a lovely alien. :) No one I've ever met compares to you. I hope you don't ever feel too embarrassed to tell me anything that bothers you. You make me feel things I have never felt before. Talking to you brings me so many positive emotions that I can feel in literally every atom inside my body & a strong passion for you. You're so warm and healing. Everything feels so soft, warm & ethereal when I'm talking to you. You make my heart feel so full & you're the only person who I feel comfortable being my most raw version of myself with. This means so much to me, because I've never felt allowed to be fully myself, the loving, soft, sensitive & vulnerable version of me. I don't want to live in this world without you. I'm barely even getting through every single day knowing that I can't be around you and hold you. I want to hug you when you cry and I want to wipe your tears. I want to be soft & sensitive with you, I want to cry with you. Through the good and the bad. I wish to peel oranges for you. I want to gift you all the love I have inside of me. You feel like my true home & your home is in my heart.
 
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