Or is it me that only think of death all the time?
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Had it since the age of 7 in a weird dream then when I was 13 it grew stronger and stronger everyday
Mint Floss
Member
- Dec 11, 2025
- 49
Every single day since like 14 years old. 43 M undiagnosed but Autism and ADHD likely.
ben_
i ben therefore i am
- Oct 31, 2023
- 107
Not just you :) ... I'm shooting my brains out many times a day... Which is weird because realistically I wouldn't even prefer that method.
praythestars
Member
- Jan 11, 2026
- 32
All the time currently and pretty often even when not depressed previously. Some days it's comforting to remember I have the option, other days it's disappointing because it feels like an inevitability.
Aflame5926
le tired
- Apr 3, 2026
- 477
Bitterly_Nostalgic
to me, my x-men
- Apr 8, 2026
- 44
Damn near all the time. It's just a constant noise in my head that's been there ever since early adolescence. Rarely it'll go away for a short time and I can briefly enjoy the mental peace, but it always returns.
LonelyPrince
Rotten to the Core
- Dec 12, 2025
- 273
It's not just you, pretty sure it's everyone on this forum.
Suicide is constantly at the back of my head, calling out to me.
Wish having an exit was as simple as a light switch.I think they're very common. Sometimes, talking to my friends, I get the impression that they're limiting themselves. However, I think if it weren't a taboo, it would be easier to understand what the people around us feel.I think about it constantly, it'll interrupt my other thoughts. I think it's kinda turned into an OCD intrusive thought at this point. Just constantly ever other thought is about wanting to die. It's honestly more irritating than anything
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