Jamesun
No longer human.
- Feb 23, 2022
- 123
I think I've been feeling very miserable lately. It's horrible to see how everyone is moving forward and I'm still the same person I was years ago with the same thoughts of wanting to disappear, lately I would like to die but apparently it is not as easy and simple as I would think, if only I could leave the lives of everyone I know.
I've been feeling so lonely and rotten lately, even though there are people around me, I don't think I deserve to be with them, I don't think I deserve to live. Maybe my life isn't even important, and to be honest, I think it's true. I'm not good at anything, I'm just another person in the crowd, and I just live to live.
In a few weeks it's my birthday and how I hate that day, I hate it with all my being and in general how I hate this month.
I'd like to die right now, no matter how I do it, it doesn't matter if it just ends everything, although I think I'm a coward to do it on my own.
Thanks for reading.
I've been feeling so lonely and rotten lately, even though there are people around me, I don't think I deserve to be with them, I don't think I deserve to live. Maybe my life isn't even important, and to be honest, I think it's true. I'm not good at anything, I'm just another person in the crowd, and I just live to live.
In a few weeks it's my birthday and how I hate that day, I hate it with all my being and in general how I hate this month.
I'd like to die right now, no matter how I do it, it doesn't matter if it just ends everything, although I think I'm a coward to do it on my own.
Thanks for reading.
