
willitpass
The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
- Mar 10, 2020
- 3,280
I've been incredibly high functioning this year and it gives me emotional whiplash. Straight As in incredibly difficult college courses while being successful at a full time job. I have been throwing myself into my hobbies. I do fun activities. I am the definition of high functioning and people tell me they envy my ability to be so successful at so many things. Yet I haven't been this low in a very long time. I feel like a fraud. Ungrateful. A waste of talent. I despise myself, and yet I have what everyone wants. I hate myself. I hope I die soon.