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Conscious_presence1

Member
Sep 1, 2025
31
Hi, so I´m planning to do it with a long piece of a strong fabric pillow case and I would do it from a closet bar, so it would be kind of like a FSH. I would use a stool and when the time comes that I start to black out I´m going to be stepping slowly off.

I´ve been practicing already and there are some things I´ve noticed. If I lean my head down, like my chin to my body I´m not very successful and I keep on hurting my trachea, but something happens when I lean kind of to my back and let my butt go (like a "C" position) to the wall, that´s when my body starts to feel tingly.

My concerns are:

-When I start to get that tingly feeling and feeling my body really light like a feather, that´s when the blackout happens? Because I only have gotten to this point.
-If my body responds so well to this kind of like a "C" position when I drop, my fear is that my body is going to go into a vertical position and then my trachea is going to hurt. Is there a way to prevent this, like my trachea hurting or something?
-I know the position I´m feeling comfortable with like the "C" position it´s like a partial hanging, but I feel scared of doing it that way and that I fail.
- Can I just let myself go to the back and not stepping out of the stool? would this be dangerous?

Do you have any suggestions or comments?
Or could this work with a door knob?
 
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imreadyplayerone

imreadyplayerone

Member
Nov 14, 2025
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Have you tried it, are you being serious?
your asking such stupid questions, questions you already know the answers to if you want serious answers ask serious questions. dying hurts just something you have to except
 
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Conscious_presence1

Member
Sep 1, 2025
31
your asking such stupid questions, questions you already know the answers to if you want serious answers ask serious questions. dying hurts just something you have to except
What´s your problem?
 

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