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Surek02

Surek02

Dearly Beloved
Aug 26, 2025
34
So, I'm worried about how my body will be found. I'm planning to do my CTB with SN, but I doubt that will make it any less "shocking" when they find it.

I'm afraid my younger sister will be the one to find it first. I mean, I'm worried about any of my family finding it, but I'm slightly more concerned about my sister, since I wouldn't want that to be burned into her memory. She's only 9.

Yeah, I could do something like a scheduled text message that gets sent some time after the CTB, but for some reason, that feels too risky to me. 😟

Maybe I should raise some alarm? Lock the door with all the locks (I'm the only one with a full set of keys), close all the windows (so no one can get in through them). My mother knows about one of my failed attempts, and during some fights with her, I've yelled that I'd do the CTB (it was always in the heat of the moment, without any specifics).

I think she'll figure out what happened when she can't get into the apartment...

Another option is to lock myself in the utility room – I have the keys for that, too. It's on the ground floor, and it would be a decent place to do the CTB.

The only thing is, it's much riskier than doing it in my room, since strangers might hear my "sounds.". And most likely, when my family notices I'm "missing," the first thing they'll do is come here to check the camera footage.

I guess I'll save that option for if I decide to do it on impulse.

Let me know what you think about this. Thanks.

(Written using a translator)
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Wizard
Jul 9, 2025
652
Hi, I posted a thread about this question because it bothers me a lot. I live alone and my body could stay in my apartment for days. I want to be found by the cops but no idea how I can do it.

 
Surek02

Surek02

Dearly Beloved
Aug 26, 2025
34
Hi, I posted a thread about this question because it bothers me a lot. I live alone and my body could stay in my apartment for days. I want to be found by the cops but no idea how I can do it.

Oh, hi unluckysadness!

Looks like your question was misunderstood in that thread, and instead of advice, people just started saying they'd be found by the police/strangers/someone else lol.

Since I live with my family, my body would only be there for a day at most (but I get that you're more worried about who finds your body, not what state it'll be in).

Unfortunately, I don't know what to advise you in your case...
 
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homeboundcripple

homeboundcripple

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
181
What about go to a hotel or airbnb.
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
170
my body will be found by those people who break open your door when you stop paying rent
i dont really care if this traumatises them
 

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