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absolutethistime

absolutethistime

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Feb 20, 2026
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Been thinking about changing my primary method to Heroin lately.

I can probably acquire it locally if I try real hard, I can definitely acquire it in my hometown.

I'd probably just IV a gram or two or something.
Never IV'd before so I'd have to learn how to do that.

Probably pretty peaceful.
 
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As long as it's pure and not "street quality" it's a good method imo.

I see the biggest problem in getting hands on pure heroin.
 
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Mar 3, 2026
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Been thinking about changing my primary method to Heroin lately.

I can probably acquire it locally if I try real hard, I can definitely acquire it in my hometown.

I'd probably just IV a gram or two or something.
Never IV'd before so I'd have to learn how to do that.

Probably pretty peaceful.
Thought about this too. Opiod Overdose is by far one of the most peaceful ways to go :>

But yeah as the person before me already said: No chance for you to get your hand on actual medical grade Heroin. The street version is pretty much always contaminated ^^'
 
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absolutethistime

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Feb 20, 2026
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As long as it's pure and not "street quality" it's a good method imo.

I see the biggest problem in getting hands on pure heroin.

I suppose it doesn't really matter that much if its contaminated if you really think about it, if you do enough it should accomplish the job and damage from impurities is irrelevant.

Thought about this too. Opiod Overdose is by far one of the most peaceful ways to go :>

But yeah as the person before me already said: No chance for you to get your hand on actual medical grade Heroin. The street version is pretty much always contaminated ^^'

Yeah I really don't think you would feel a thing and you would be out within seconds of IV'ing Heroin.
 
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I suppose it doesn't really matter that much if its contaminated if you really think about it, if you do enough it should accomplish the job and damage from impurities is irrelevant.



Yeah I really don't think you would feel a thing and you would be out within seconds of IV'ing Heroin.
Depends, depends.
They sometimes put rat poison and shit into it.

I would be careful with it
 
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I suppose it doesn't really matter that much if its contaminated if you really think about it, if you do enough it should accomplish the job and damage from impurities is irrelevant.



Yeah I really don't think you would feel a thing and you would be out within seconds of IV'ing Heroin.
Problem with street drugs you dont known what it is. Could just be tiny bitbof heroin some fent and a large dose of benzodiazepine. No way to know what ur taking.
 
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ive considered this but what if there's an afterlife and now you're addicted to heroin in the fields of asphodel or something like that
 
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ovaltinee99

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Search the site. This was done recently and it was unsuccessful. I urge you to plan better, Don't buy from the streets - street heroin is diluted with other junk.
 
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absolutethistime

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Feb 20, 2026
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Soon I will be CTB with this method. Possibly this weekend.
 
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PanaxMan

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Apr 11, 2023
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Been thinking about changing my primary method to Heroin lately.

I can probably acquire it locally if I try real hard, I can definitely acquire it in my hometown.

I'd probably just IV a gram or two or something.
Never IV'd before so I'd have to learn how to do that.

Probably pretty peaceful.
Just hope you get the pure version fent is probably a bit easier
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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Been thinking about changing my primary method to Heroin lately.

I can probably acquire it locally if I try real hard, I can definitely acquire it in my hometown.

I'd probably just IV a gram or two or something.
Never IV'd before so I'd have to learn how to do that.

Probably pretty peaceful.
I have heard IVing can cause this to fail because you pass out before getting the full dose. I have read that it might be better to boof it.
 
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absolutethistime

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Feb 20, 2026
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UPDATE: I acquired my stuff, seems to be of good quality I tried some.

I have heard IVing can cause this to fail because you pass out before getting the full dose. I have read that it might be better to boof it.

I see.

What an amusing way to go out haha
 
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absolutethistime

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Feb 20, 2026
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UPDATE 2: I IV'd a tiny bit like 15mg, felt it a tiny bit. It hurt.

Should be set now for the attempt if I decide to CTB.

Its just slightly scary. Very scary even.
 
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UPDATE 2: I IV'd a tiny bit like 15mg, felt it a tiny bit. It hurt.

Should be set now for the attempt if I decide to CTB.

Its just slightly scary. Very scary even.
Make sure with your large dose to push it in slowly. To fast can cause a very uncomfortable and scary histamine reaction. Also make sure everything is sterile and your hands are thoroughly washed. I say that less for infection and more because you don't want to get a "dirty shot". This would also cause an unpleasant reaction.
UPDATE: I acquired my stuff, seems to be of good quality I tried some.



I see.

What an amusing way to go out haha
It's been a successful way to ingest for many. I would encourage you to do some research before you cast the idea off.
 
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gunmetalblue

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Oct 31, 2025
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I saw someone pass of a heroin overdose, it was a pretty gruesome sight by the time I reached them despite what's told.
Like said above please do research before temping this idea. I wish you peace, whatever that means to you.
 
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dreams, memories, the sacred— all beyond our grasp
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Lots of speculating here, and since here are others wanting to try the same, I will try to answer your question from a medical standpoint. I will keep it surface-level.

As long as it's pure and not "street quality" it's a good method imo.
First off, it is important to know about common heroin types first
Type 1 White Powder Heroin:

This is the salt form (Heroin Hydrochloride). It looks similar to flour or powdered sugar. For getting the most mg/ml street heroin based solution, this would be your priority. Because it is a hydrochloride salt, it dissolves almost instantly in room-temperature water without needing heat or acid.

Type 2 Brown Powder Heroin:
This is often the base form, the original heroin. It is the result of the first stage of purification. Because the base form does not dissolve easily in water, it would be hard to use for inexperienced users.

Type 3 Black Tar Heroin:
This is an impure, crudely processed form of heroin. It is also not pure heroin as it contains a mix of heroin and other morphine derivatives (like 6-MAM). It's very dirty, not as potent, but therefore it is affordable in comparison. The already dissolved black tar heroin that gets sold sometimes gets classified as Type 4. Type 4 is a 100% DO NOT BUY. There is most likely not much actual heroin in it, and it is highly unpredictable and dirty.

If you are crafty, you might be able to get your hands on Diamorphine Hydrochloride, or just commonly called Morphine. It is medical grade, highly purified, highly potent and specifically made for solutions.


Never IV'd before so I'd have to learn how to do that.
About the self-IV injection difficulty
Performing an intravenous injection on yourself, especially when not trained/experienced, is quite difficult. The most obvious hurdle is that you usually only have one hand to work with. You have to pull the skin taut (anchoring the vein) and then guide the needle in. But when you do it to yourself, you can't anchor the skin. This means the vein, which is a slippery tube that seemingly hates you, can roll or slide away the moment the needle touches it.

The right angle is also important since the vein is a narrow target. If you go in too steep, you'll go right through the back of the vein (piercing it). If you go in too shallow, you just skim the top or stay in the skin. Unlike an intramuscular/subcutaneous shot (like a flu shot) where you just push the liquid in, an IV requires registering. Meaning: You have to pull back on the plunger with one hand while keeping the needle perfectly still inside the vein. If blood, awesome. If no blood, miss. If you miss and start injecting into the tissue instead of the vein, you will feel and regret it instantly.

And the last thing is your biological resistance. Your body does not want a needle in it. If you are nervous, cold, or dehydrated, your veins physically retract and get smaller, making an already tiny target nearly impossible to hit. To prevent that, you somehow need to be calm and relaxed the whole time.


I have heard IVing can cause this to fail because you pass out before getting the full dose
About the time window that was mentioned in this thread
The time window available to finish an injection is limited by how quickly the drug travels from the vein to the brain and crosses the blood-brain barrier. Usually, after administering the injection, it takes approximately 10 to 15 seconds for the blood to travel from the arm to the brain. After that, depending on the dose, it takes a few seconds for you to feel the effects. The profound CNS depression or unconsciousness can be nearly instantaneous at this point, or take up to 1-3 minutes. Depends on many factors.

Keep in mind: It is not uncommon for fatalities to still have a half-injected syringe sticking in their arm.
The usual overdoses are seasoned addicts who misjudged their tolerance, for example, injecting their usual dose after a sober period. Intentional overdoses with normal heroin by inexperienced users aren't common.

If you use a small gauge needle / small diameter needle, you can't press the solution in too quickly, or you will blow your vein. If you use a big gauge needle, you can inject the solution faster, but you also have the chance of the needle itself ripping your vein apart.

-> To summarise: It's quite tricky.
 
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I do fear that many people here overcomplicated death. Which is fair. It can be quite a scary concept, and you have to do scary things. But heroin, as long as it's the good stuff, is pretty easy. Opioids would be the dream though, honestly. But they're a class B/C drug here. Had to go through a whole shebang just to get some after a hospital stay where I'd been on them for pain. I do recommend using some of the dark web purchasing guides on the website, though I wouldn't try it with something like heroin, but that's up to you. Seems like you have yours now though. My only fear is it would be garbage.

Remember that you don't have to go through with it. If you are scared for any reason that isn't SI, take some time and reach out. Only you know what is right for you. But either way, good luck in the stars, whenever you get there!
 
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TokaNoOwari

dreams, memories, the sacred— all beyond our grasp
Apr 23, 2026
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I do fear that many people here overcomplicated death. Which is fair. It can be quite a scary concept, and you have to do scary things. But heroin, as long as it's the good stuff, is pretty easy. Opioids would be the dream though, honestly.
Yes, i agree. Opiates or opioids are an effective suicide method.

My point was that if people choose this method, they need to properly inform themselves on how to actually do it. After reading this thread, I was worried that somebody just buys some random heroin type, and expects the injection just be straightforward and simple.

Self-IV is definitely doable, and most figure it out after a few tries and some guidance, but it is tricky and someone should not expect to just pull it off in a very high stress situation like their own suicide. Medical personnel during their education practice IV injections dozens, some even up to a hundred times, till they can consistently nail it.

I think it is very careless to tell people that informing themselves is not needed, and that they can just wing-it. Better safe than sorry applies especially on this topic.
 
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UPDATE 2: I IV'd a tiny bit like 15mg, felt it a tiny bit. It hurt. [...] Its just slightly scary. Very scary even.
I was reading over your experience again, and it sparked some concerns for me.

You mentioned that it actually hurt while you were doing it, and honestly, that's a bit of a red flag. A successful IV injection shouldn't really cause pain once the needle is actually in, besides that initial pinch of the skin.

Usually, pain means one of two things has happened. You missed and injected into the tissue, or you injected a foreign object into your bloodstream.

If you felt a burning or stinging sensation while you were pushing the plunger, there's a good chance you might have missed and injected the dose into the surrounding tissue instead of your vein. When thinking back to that moment, did you notice a little hard bump or some localised swelling forming right where you poked? Usually, if you miss, the area gets red and irritated pretty quickly.

Also, did you register for blood before you pushed? Like, once the needle was in, did you pull back on the plunger to see if dark red blood pulled into the syringe to confirm you were actually in the vein? Your vein is under high pressure, so the blood should almost instantly shoot up into your syringe when pulling back the plunger.

The other thing, even if it's unlikely, is that there is a small risk of accidentally injecting tiny micro-particles like dust, lint, or tiny fibres from whatever you used as a filter. If these bits get into your bloodstream, or even just your tissue, your body can react pretty strongly. It can cause something called 'cotton fever', which feels like a sudden, intense flu with shaking and chills. Did you experience something similar?

Did you make sure to filter the solution through a cotton (think cigarette filter) or a micron filter while you were drawing it into the syringe?

I just want to make sure, just in case, because injecting into tissue can cause problems. While you only injected a small dose, which should be unproblematic, injecting your planned fatal dose into tissue in the future would really hurt. How is the spot looking and feeling now? Everything as usual? I am sorry if I seem a little overprotective.
 
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absolutethistime

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I was reading over your experience again, and it sparked some concerns for me.

You mentioned that it actually hurt while you were doing it, and honestly, that's a bit of a red flag. A successful IV injection shouldn't really cause pain once the needle is actually in, besides that initial pinch of the skin.

Usually, pain means one of two things has happened. You missed and injected into the tissue, or you injected a foreign object into your bloodstream.

If you felt a burning or stinging sensation while you were pushing the plunger, there's a good chance you might have missed and injected the dose into the surrounding tissue instead of your vein. When thinking back to that moment, did you notice a little hard bump or some localised swelling forming right where you poked? Usually, if you miss, the area gets red and irritated pretty quickly.

Also, did you register for blood before you pushed? Like, once the needle was in, did you pull back on the plunger to see if dark red blood pulled into the syringe to confirm you were actually in the vein? Your vein is under high pressure, so the blood should almost instantly shoot up into your syringe when pulling back the plunger.

The other thing, even if it's unlikely, is that there is a small risk of accidentally injecting tiny micro-particles like dust, lint, or tiny fibres from whatever you used as a filter. If these bits get into your bloodstream, or even just your tissue, your body can react pretty strongly. It can cause something called 'cotton fever', which feels like a sudden, intense flu with shaking and chills. Did you experience something similar?

Did you make sure to filter the solution through a cotton (think cigarette filter) or a micron filter while you were drawing it into the syringe?

I just want to make sure, just in case, because injecting into tissue can cause problems. While you only injected a small dose, which should be unproblematic, injecting your planned fatal dose into tissue in the future would really hurt. How is the spot looking and feeling now? Everything as usual? I am sorry if I seem a little overprotective.

You are correct, I fucked it up. The 2nd shot I also fucked that up I appear to have burst the vein. This is far harder than I thought.
 
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shaggy_dooo

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You are correct, I fucked it up. The 2nd shot I also fucked that up I appear to have burst the vein. This is far harder than I thought.
Did u get high atleast? How did it feel
 
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absolutethistime

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Feb 20, 2026
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Did u get high atleast? How did it feel

Mildly. I only did 15mg.

The second shot I completely aborted.

Sometimes I smoke or snort it and that gets me high.
 
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Mildly. I only did 15mg.

The second shot I completely aborted.

Sometimes I smoke or snort it and that gets me high.
I never done heroin but ive felt tempted to do so idk much about it tho
 
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TokaNoOwari

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You are correct, I fucked it up. The 2nd shot I also fucked that up I appear to have burst the vein. This is far harder than I thought.
@absolutethistime
Hey. I am glad you decided to abort the second one. That must have been pretty stressful and painful. Self-IV sure is tricky.

Now the part you don't want to hear:
Honestly, since you burst a vein and missed the shot, I am really worried about your arm and your overall well-being right now. Vein damage can be really serious. It can easily get infected or cause other internal complications that are impossible to treat at home. Please, for your own safety, go get it looked at by a doctor at a hospital or an urgent care clinic as soon as possible.
 
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absolutethistime

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@absolutethistime
Hey. I am glad you decided to abort the second one. That must have been pretty stressful and painful. Self-IV sure is tricky.

Now the part you don't want to hear:
Honestly, since you burst a vein and missed the shot, I am really worried about your arm and your overall well-being right now. Vein damage can be really serious. It can easily get infected or cause other internal complications that are impossible to treat at home. Please, for your own safety, go get it looked at by a doctor at a hospital or an urgent care clinic as soon as possible.

Thank you but I will probably leave it unless it gets really bad.

I hate hospitals.
 
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Mildly. I only did 15mg.

The second shot I completely aborted.

Sometimes I smoke or snort it and that gets me high.
There it goes. Like me back in the days buying booze to hang myself. 2 ywars later drinking a liter of vodka a day still without hanging myself. Slippery slope
 
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iLikeFrogs

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May 5, 2023
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remermber to ctb where people aren't nerby to help, most of ppl now carry narcan so it'd ruin the attempt. good luck on not getting addicted🫡
 
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remermber to ctb where people aren't nerby to help, most of ppl now carry narcan so it'd ruin the attempt. good luck on not getting addicted🫡
Idk she snorting for fun already. She been told thr method is unreliable as hell. Think its too late. Specially she stated she has no experience with heroin and just got it of some addicts. Unless I misread.
As a novice you csnt tell low purity junk from potent stuff anyway cause no reference point even shitty 5 percent heroin a bit of fent mixed with xome benzodiazepines they use to cut this shit to make more money ans market it as heroin will feel like a sledgehammer to a novice with no tolerance. On the way to becoming s user. Nothing else makes sense. If your planning your exict you dont wanna try and play around with heroin becuse it will keep yoi here since incentive for cbd will be gone. Makes you feel to good. Then again the fact she choose this method besides clearly knowing its a dead end for suicide she sought this out. Maybe im wrong. We will see. Good luck wither way. Heroin builds tolerance FAST. Every day using it for fun makes your tolerance higher and after a while you need 10 times the dose to be lethal for a tolerant system. 🤔. Just my uneducated guess. Dont get mad yall just how it be
 
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iLikeFrogs

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May 5, 2023
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Idk she snorting for fun already. She been told thr method is unreliable as hell. Think its too late. Specially she stated she has no experience with heroin and just got it of some addicts. Unless I misread.
As a novice you csnt tell low purity junk from potent stuff anyway cause no reference point even shitty 5 percent heroin a bit of fent mixed with xome benzodiazepines they use to cut this shit to make more money ans market it as heroin will feel like a sledgehammer to a novice with no tolerance. On the way to becoming s user. Nothing else makes sense. If your planning your exict you dont wanna try and play around with heroin becuse it will keep yoi here since incentive for cbd will be gone. Makes you feel to good. Then again the fact she choose this method besides clearly knowing its a dead end for suicide she sought this out. Maybe im wrong. We will see. Good luck wither way. Heroin builds tolerance FAST. Every day using it for fun makes your tolerance higher and after a while you need 10 times the dose to be lethal for a tolerant system. 🤔. Just my uneducated guess. Dont get mad yall just how it be
it's a grim way of thinking but realistic one. hell, H is one of the most addictive drugs out there too so fighting the craving will be real hard
 

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