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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
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So if I go into a wooded area where no one Is likely to find me & after taking meto, I drink 50 g of sn rather than 25g what r my chances of successful ctb
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I don't recommend 50 grams. Please follow protocol. You know what the established protocol is.

Jane, I completely understand your desperation. I've seen you post multiple times on the partners mega thread. My heart reaches out to you🥲🥲🥲

I've always wondered, Oh my God this person must be suffering so much. And my heart breaks. Oh damn,ughh..

I think 50 grams will make you violently vomit. 25 grams is easier for the body to absorb. I think you should stick to 25 grams. Please be sure before you decide though. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry you came to this decision.I understand, but I'm also sorry.
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
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I don't recommend 50 grams. Please follow protocol. You know what the established protocol is.

Jane, I completely understand your desperation. I've seen you post multiple times on the partners mega thread. My heart reaches out to you🥲🥲🥲

I've always wondered, Oh my God this person must be suffering so much. And my heart breaks. Oh damn,ughh..

I think 50 grams will make you violently vomit. 25 grams is easier for the body to absorb. I think you should stick to 25 grams. Please be sure before you decide though. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry you came to this decision.I understand, but I'm also sorry.
Hi thank you for your reply.

I was thinking 50g to ensure that even if I throw up & pass out it would still absorb enough even if I didn't get the chance to take a second glass. Worried about somehow waking up.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,902
Hi thank you for your reply.

I was thinking 50g to ensure that even if I throw up & pass out it would still absorb enough even if I didn't get the chance to take a second glass. Worried about somehow waking up.
I understand. I think I would still stick to 25 grams. You'd be surprised how effective 25 grams is. I saw someone consume 25 grams. It's pretty damn effective.

I understand the feeling to want to overcompensate. I don't think it's a good idea though😕
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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Jane, I am so sorry about your situation
I have also read your post in the partners mega thread many times
sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 
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