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thefirstluminary

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Can someone help me I'm kinda struggling to find where my carotid artery is to test partial hanging and see if I can pass out before trying anything
 
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Take your fingers and gently press on the side of your neck to feel for your pulse. Where the pulse is strongest is the location of your artery. You nay need to feel around a bit or press firmly. Also, doing a few minutes of activity may help as that will raise your heart rate.
 
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Take your fingers and gently press on the side of your neck to feel for your pulse. Where the pulse is strongest is the location of your artery. You nay need to feel around a bit or press firmly. Also, doing a few minutes of activity may help as that will raise your heart rate.
I did kinda feel a slight strong pulse I did press on it with my fingers but nothing really happens I only get scared I tried strangling and also press too hard with my thumb and other 4 fingers but nothing happen
 
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LastDayOnEarth

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When you test it with a ligature, put the rope right above the adams apple, maybe put some pad under the rope to protect your neck and let your body drop

If it went well, you should feel a ringing in your ears, your limbs starting to go numb and your vision to slowly blur
 
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When you test it with a ligature, put the rope right above the adams apple, maybe put some pad under the rope to protect your neck and let your body drop

If it went well, you should feel a ringing in your ears, your limbs starting to go numb and your vision to slowly blur
I got no rope for now is there a way to test it out like this with something else other than a rope?
If it went well, you should feel a ringing in your ears, your limbs starting to go numb and your vision to slowly blur
man this sound terrifying did you actually feel that way when you did it? do you feel like your ears are gonna blow up or something
 
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I got no rope for now is there a way to test it out like this with something else other than a rope?

man this sound terrifying did you actually feel that way when you did it? do you feel like your ears are gonna blow up or something
You could maybe use a bedsheet or a scarf to test first


Yes I felt like that, but it felt relaxing, like a sleepy feeling and my body was going numb, I didnt feel pain but I was hearing things that werent there so it was weird
 
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You could maybe use a bedsheet or a scarf to test first
Ok will do I'm so scared man

Yes I felt like that, but it felt relaxing, like a sleepy feeling and my body was going numb, I didnt feel pain but I was hearing things that werent there so it was weird
that's a good thing to hear it's just that every time I think about I get so scared it's unreal
 
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LastDayOnEarth

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Ok will do I'm so scared man


that's a good thing to hear it's just that every time I think about I get so scared it's unreal
It's ok, you could still test it with a rope, just pass the other end above the anchor point and hold it with your hand, that way if you pass out you make sure you don't die yet, it's just harder to put pressure this way tho
 
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It's ok, you could still test it with a rope, just pass the other end above the anchor point and hold it with your hand, that way if you pass out you make sure you don't die yet, it's just harder to put pressure this way tho
Hey I couldn't find any anchor point or similar thing to it in my house is there another way to test this out?
 
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Hey I couldn't find any anchor point or similar thing to it in my house is there another way to test this out?
Maybe try passing the rope above the door frame and closing it, that works as an anchor point but you wont be able to hold it with ur hand, just make sure you stop before you pass out
 
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Maybe try passing the rope above the door frame and closing it, that works as an anchor point but you wont be able to hold it with ur hand, just make sure you stop before you pass out

I will try this out and get back to you also can I use a powercord cable?
 
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LastDayOnEarth

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May 20, 2025
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I will try this out and get back to you also can I use a powercord cable?
I guess you could try it but i think it would feel very uncomfortable, put some type of pad under it like a scarf so it doesnt hurt much on the neck
 
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thefirstluminary

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I guess you could try it but i think it would feel very uncomfortable, put some type of pad under it like a scarf so it doesnt hurt much on the neck
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I really need to lock in and actually get this done I'm so scared :(
I will test out with the powercord and put something like you said and get back also what if I end passing out testing out is anything bad gonna happen?
 
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LastDayOnEarth

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I really need to lock in and actually get this done I'm so scared :(
I will test out with the powercord and put something like you said and get back also what if I end passing out testing out is anything bad gonna happen?
You might actually die if you let yourself pass out lol, just see if you can reach that point in which you feel your limbs going numb, vision going blurry
 
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thefirstluminary

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You might actually die if you let yourself pass out lol,
I'M NOT GONNA END UP VEGETABLE OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN IF GOD FORBID I FUMBLED AND ENDED UP DYING RIGHT RIGHT!?!?!?
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oh my god I'm so scared just thinking about it makes me tired and all numb
did you change your mind about it or something? if it worked so well for you why didn't you continue
 
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I'M NOT GONNA END UP VEGETABLE OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN IF GOD FORBID I FUMBLED AND ENDED UP DYING RIGHT RIGHT!?!?!?
anime-girl.gif

oh my god I'm so scared just thinking about it makes me tired and all numb
did you change your mind about it or something? if it worked so well for you why didn't you continue
I wanna do it outside my house, but who knows.

If you want maybe you can try testing it with your own two hands, pulling the rope, I've heard some people pass out from this, I never succeeded at it
 
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thefirstluminary

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h your own two hands, pulling the rope, I've heard some people pass out from this, I never succeeded at it
Ok ok will do wish me luck
I wanna do it outside my house, but who knows.

If you want maybe you can try testing it with your own two hands, pulling the rope, I've heard some people pass out from this, I never succeeded at it
I THINK IT WORKED!! I got the powercord cable and wrap it around my neck and checked where the artery is then straight strangling it it then I felt numb and my vision was slightly tiny bit getting blurry and I stopped at that I got so scared, happy and I strat laughing uncontrollably I WAS SO SCARED TOO
I have to try this one more time I got this pc controller with a long cable I'm gonna test the door handle tomorrow
@LastDayOnEarth
 
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