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daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
67
I need help on organizing at which time I have to take which med, can someone help me with it? The idea is for tomorrow, last breakfast at around 11am, last glass of water like at 9pm and SN drink at 1 or 2 am. SN is 98% AR pure. I have the following meds:
Metoclopramide/antiemetic (10mg)
Ibuprofen (400mg)
Propranolol/beta bloquer (40mg)
Magnesium hydroxide/antacid
Eszopiclone/sleeping pills (3mg)

So at what hour should I take each and how much of each one? Also which ones should be crushed and drink with water? I only know that taking 400mg of propanolol would be excessive, would 80-120mg (2-3 pills) be enough? I had the chance to get alprazolam but it wouldn't arrive until next year so I decided to use sleeping pills instead since I wanna do it tomorrow. Is the eszopiclone strong enough to make me fall asleep a few minutes after taking the SN drink?
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
132
ppeh explains it sn is around page 117 of the document with the protocol being specified on page 122
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
This is what I will do:
45min-1 hour before SN take the meto (30mg should be better).
Take 1 benzo pill with the meto to remain calm. Also take the painkiller and the 2-3 pills of propanolol here.
Crush some benzos in a separe glass, and add as little water as possible. This should be taken right after the SN.
Mix the SN with water and make sure everything is disolved. Make sure you prepare 2-3 glasses, as a backup in case you vomit the first one.
45 min-1hour later, drink the SN really fast. Prepare it with 50-60ml, not more.
Drink a bit more crushed benzos with as little water as possible. In my case I think I will use 100mg of diazepam and a couple of tizanidine pills.
Lay on the right side, and relax.
Again, that's kinda what I will do.
 
daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
67
This is what I will do:
45min-1 hour before SN take the meto (30mg should be better).
Take 1 benzo pill with the meto to remain calm. Also take the painkiller and the 2-3 pills of propanolol here.
Crush some benzos in a separe glass, and add as little water as possible. This should be taken right after the SN.
Mix the SN with water and make sure everything is disolved. Make sure you prepare 2-3 glasses, as a backup in case you vomit the first one.
45 min-1hour later, drink the SN really fast. Prepare it with 50-60ml, not more.
Drink a bit more crushed benzos with as little water as possible. In my case I think I will use 100mg of diazepam and a couple of tizanidine pills.
Lay on the right side, and relax.
Again, that's kinda what I will do.
What if I don't have benzos? Like I said, I got eszopiclone (sleeping pills). I don't really feel anxious about it so the benzos were never crucial to me, but I do wanna be unconscious fast, so how would it be in my case with the sleeping pills? Also, when will you do it?
 
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daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
67
ppeh explains it sn is around page 117 of the document with the protocol being specified on page 122
I read it, but it doesn't say anything about using sleeping pills, should I take them before or after SN drink? And how many?
 
cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
132
I read it, but it doesn't say anything about using sleeping pills, should I take them before or after SN drink? And how many?
I remember one user made an sn thread where she took melatonin and threw up in her sleep idk if it's the best to take sleeping pills but i'm not sure
only thing i can do is bump your thread and hope someone that knows can help you
 
daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
67
I remember one user made an sn thread where she took melatonin and threw up in her sleep idk if it's the best to take sleeping pills but i'm not sure
only thing i can do is bump your thread and hope someone that knows can help you
Okay thanks for your help anyways
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
What if I don't have benzos? Like I said, I got eszopiclone (sleeping pills). I don't really feel anxious about it so the benzos were never crucial to me, but I do wanna be unconscious fast, so how would it be in my case with the sleeping pills? Also, when will you do it?
In my case, I wasn't able to get benzos, I would take some OTC muscle relaxers.
Probably one standard dose 1 hour before de SN, and then, crushed with water 2-3 more pills right after the SN, with as little water as possible.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
I need help on organizing at which time I have to take which med, can someone help me with it? The idea is for tomorrow, last breakfast at around 11am, last glass of water like at 9pm and SN drink at 1 or 2 am. SN is 98% AR pure. I have the following meds:
Metoclopramide/antiemetic (10mg)
Ibuprofen (400mg)
Propranolol/beta bloquer (40mg)
Magnesium hydroxide/antacid
Eszopiclone/sleeping pills (3mg)

So at what hour should I take each and how much of each one? Also which ones should be crushed and drink with water? I only know that taking 400mg of propanolol would be excessive, would 80-120mg (2-3 pills) be enough? I had the chance to get alprazolam but it wouldn't arrive until next year so I decided to use sleeping pills instead since I wanna do it tomorrow. Is the eszopiclone strong enough to make me fall asleep a few minutes after taking the SN drink?
When are you doing it
 

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