help me

[zuksmth]

i have been trying to kill myself for the last fucking 4 hours i cannot so basically my fan isnt sturdy enough so im going from the wadrobe railing but im doing it from like sitting on a chair and i always get up around 20 seconds i cannot stop crying is jumping the only option ? i cannot do full because the rope is weak and not enough height

 

[FuneralCry]

Personally I find it so cruel how it's so difficult to be permanently free from all the suffering but anyway I hope you find peace, I'm sorry you have to suffer in this painful existence.