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[Lorthan]

Hello to all,
Just a little post to introduce myself and explain why I'm here.
I'm 42 yo and had lots of difficulties in my life : I've lost all the members of my family and I'm a single child, so alone now since 2020 when my mom passed away (the last one I had) after the doctors asked me what to do of her cause she was in coma...
My Father passed away in 2007 after 8 year of cancer.
I'm a father of two daughters who I haven't seen since lots of month because of their mothers (2 times married and divorced).

My health is quite difficult since many years and because of lots of reasons, I've already tried to pass away some times by taking lots of medics and one time by trying to cut my carotide, but, as you can see I'm still here.

My life have changed a lot in one year.

I'm apparently bipolar as the doctors said but stopped my medics september of last year.

The problems have accumulate since last year and I falled in depression during august.

Since then I try to fight everyday but it' has come to much hard and every day if awful for me, full of sadness, I've lost hope for everything.

I'm planning to ctb again but this time don't want to fail, so I've planned to jump from the 7th floor of my building where I live.

I did not find lots of posts about this method and I really hope it will work for me.

I hope you will all find peace one day

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[darksouls]

peace to you

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

Welcome to SaSu. And I'm sorry life brought you to this website. You've had tough fights for years. I hope you're released from all the suffering.

However, jumping from the 7th floor is extremely inadvisable because that's not high enough. It should be at least 10 stories (46 m or 150 feet).

Jumping off a high building - Lost All Hope

Whilst jumping from height can be a very effective method of suicide (providing it is from sufficient height), it does not account for a particularly high percentage of suicides in either the US or the UK. Having said that, in Honk Kong it accounted for over half of all suicides in 20061, so...

lostallhope.com

 

[Terrible_Life]

Hello to all,
Just a little post to introduce myself and explain why I'm here.
I'm 42 yo and had lots of difficulties in my life : I've lost all the members of my family and I'm a single child, so alone now since 2020 when my mom passed away (the last one I had) after the doctors asked me what to do of her cause she was in coma...
My Father passed away in 2007 after 8 year of cancer.
I'm a father of two daughters who I haven't seen since lots of month because of their mothers (2 times married and divorced).

My health is quite difficult since many years and because of lots of reasons, I've already tried to pass away some times by taking lots of medics and one time by trying to cut my carotide, but, as you can see I'm still here.

My life have changed a lot in one year.

I'm apparently bipolar as the doctors said but stopped my medics september of last year.

The problems have accumulate since last year and I falled in depression during august.

Since then I try to fight everyday but it' has come to much hard and every day if awful for me, full of sadness, I've lost hope for everything.

I'm planning to ctb again but this time don't want to fail, so I've planned to jump from the 7th floor of my building where I live.

I did not find lots of posts about this method and I really hope it will work for me.

I hope you will all find peace one day

I am so so so sorry

 

[Lorthan]

Thanks for your answers all
I hope it will work despite the fact it s "only" the 7th floor

 

[Baisley]

Sorry you are suffering. I hope you find peace.

 

[dalemar]

I hope you find your peace soon!