Venting Hello, this night is hard for me

[yuan-A04]

I am pretty sure am not the only one feeling like this, i dont want other people to feel like that, but it kind of makes me feel better.

After a long day, having to talk to a lot of people, recieving gifts, messages, and being "accompanied" by those people. I dont feel happy, i feel lonely, while everyone was eating and talking i just wanted to go lay in my bed. It just doesnt feel like before, long ago i know this day was happy for me, for a reason, but i just cant remember why. Even tough i was surrounded by people, i felt alone.

Now am lying in my bed, doesnt fullfill me but makes me feel calmer.

Well, i hope that atleast some of you are enjoying this day.

(Thanks for hearing me)

 

[sanctionedusage]

im actually laying in bed now instead of eating with and opening gifts with them

all ive been doing is watching suicide videos on wpd and browsing this site while dealing with a cold/flu


def not alone, so many people spend their christmases like this. i wouldnt even acknowledge the holidays if i didn't have family that did.

 

[Unlucky777]

Same. I just escaped and now I'm lying in bed alone. I feel less lonely now