Hell is always in my mind

[lonerclown666]

Im not religious but im afraid in going to Hell
Hell , is always in my mind everytime that i want to CTB and that stop me in finally do it

 

[Snake of Eden]

You shouldnt. Just be good to yourself and others and you will be fine. I assure you. You have nothing to worry about but this is not in anyway to persuade you to ctb. I am saying this from purely prespective point. Your life belongs to you and you shouldnt feel persuaded to take it away by some random on the internet who is telling you something to help ease your fear. I wish you well

 

[OrcWitch]

Relatable. I don't believe in ghosts, yet I am scared of ghosts and haunting. I don't believe in hell either but was afraid of hell when I failed to hang.

If hell exists, suicide shouldn't count as something deserving of it. Suicide is just another way to die, imo it doesn't have any moral weight.

 

[BrokenBliss]

I get that completely. I don't believe in hell, but with most of the world having a strong religious base, we are inundated with exposure to that moral code. It plays on your subconscious. Especially if you grew up in the church. That "what if" on something you can't take back.

 

[waitingforrest]

The idea of hell used to scare me too. Being told as a kid that doing bad things made me persecute myself on everything. Ate food? Well kids are starving over the world. Took a bath? Well people don't have water to drink. Feeling happy? Well that's selfish and on and on.

I completely understand your fear, I am not particularly religious, but I still find myself feeling like I deserve to be in hell. I don't know if he'll is real or not, but I don't think suicidal people deserve to go to hell. If pain is what causes people to ctb, subjecting them to eternal torture is just cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that the only hell that exists is the one we already live in. This life is hell as there is unlimited potential for pain and suffering. I believe that there is nothing after this life, death is true peace. I'm sorry you have these fears, I can imagine it must be awful. I wish you the best.

 

[TerminalConscience]

Relatable. I don't believe in ghosts, yet I am scared of ghosts and haunting. I don't believe in hell either but was afraid of hell when I failed to hang.

If hell exists, suicide shouldn't count as something deserving of it. Suicide is just another way to die, imo it doesn't have any moral weight.

I don't think it should be ticket to hell either.

I'd disagree it has no moral weight tho.

 

[KimKevorkian]

I think life and human societies are the very definition of hell. Hell is here and now, not later. But religion does a job on many people. Carl Sagan's book, THE DEMON HAUNTED WORLD might be a good read for you.