Help Heading off into the unknown...

[Joey]

I'm ready to die now more than ever and I've come into terms with my life and am in peace with it.

I need to find a safe method but everything is too risky when it comes to hanging, SN, and other factors.

I'm appreciative enough to have lived this life but now I feel like that I can finally let go. Survival instinct is a bitch though and I don't know how to overcome it. CO would be an amazing method since it would be quick and painless. Anything to do with SN or putting chemicals in my body just doesn't sit well with me and I know CO is basically the same thing in a way but it's at least doing the job for you.

Just existing for now :(

 

[BipolarGuy]

What's risky with regards to SN?
Genuine question, I don't know.
Do you mean the possibility of vomiting and it not working?

 

[Joey]

What's risky with regards to SN?
Genuine question, I don't know.
Do you mean the possibility of vomiting and it not working?

Just the feeling of being uncomfortable

 

[miguel6565]

Your option for a painless death is N,im also made peace whit death so guess we both ready for the last ride
i hope all goes well for you

 

[Joey]

Your option for a painless death is N,im also made peace whit death so guess we both ready for the last ride
i hope all goes well for you

Anyway to get N ?

 

[Infinite Conscious]

Anyway to get N ?

Yes, get into a veterinary pharmacy at night... it's just like robbing a bank. :)
Look for pentobarbital, but if you run into ketamine, grab that as well.

When people write "N" on this forum, they mean Nembutal, a brand name which doesn't exist for like 20 years.
N should be Nitrogen, which is also a way to die peacefully.

As for "Nembutal", or pentobarbital, which is used to euthanize animals, there are a couple of sources (they call them "A" and "C") on the web (but others have more info on that.

If all of us here had access to pentobarbital, this forum would be massacred.