Venting he has a girlfriend

[emptymiku]

the person i like told me today that he has a girlfriend. it registered so normally in my brain, like it was such a normal sentence.

it took about 10 minutes for me to start sobbing.

the thought that i have projects planned with him, and that i'll have to complete those to avoid making him upset, makes me want to throw up.

i feel so dead that i might as well be.

inagining him with someone else, being so happy, just makes me feel so indescribably terrible.

i'm keeping so many secrets from everyone. i thought my life couldn't get any worse, but i was wrong. again.

i can't feel anything. i can't do anything but just laugh. this is the most miserable i've felt in a long time.

"it always gets better" is a lie. you're lying to me. it will never get better for me.

i wish i was dead.

 

[owo]

i know how it feels... you think you found someone who is literally born for you, you start to make up something in future... and its being ruined in a single moment

this is really shit ass sorrow thing, however it was just an attempt

maybe you are not able to fit someone as others do (same as i) and it feels like missing the last opportunity, but this is not the end (yes i know how it feels super optimistic and kinda just an attempt to make to make you calm BUT this is really true. you should try more)

i really wish you to find someone who will bring happiness to you!

 

[tonicer]

That really sucks. Same thing happened to me except i am too shy to have told her that i am madly in love with her. For the first couple of years i was devastated when i saw her with some guy but now i just hope that she is happy and he is good to her. She was one of the most radiant glowing women i ever saw.