Venting Having to live after the realization that your life is over

[whybother2002]

I don't know if there is a worse fate.

 

[Dejected 55]

I think that's where I am now too.

 

[woodlandcreature]

yes… agonizingly real.

 

[Whale_bones]

Yeah, it's really a cruel trick that life plays on us. Having to live like you're dead, but you don't get to actually be dead. I've been there for years but my mind still struggles to accept it.

 

[FreeHer77]

I just want it to be over!!! I wish someone could put me out my misery.

 

[capi]

This is literal torture and im living it everyday.

 

[qewpie]

i'm literally writing my obituary bc my life will never recover from my illness

 

[swankysoup]

It's a type of psychological trauma that is never talked about, a severe one

 

[Macedonian1987]

i'm literally writing my obituary bc my life will never recover from my illness

I've read many of your posts and im really sorry for everything that is happening to you. I hope we can finally be free of our torment soon.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I don't know if there is a worse fate.

This is me EXACTLY. I remember being human. I remember when my life was full of joy and my future was bright. Then, in the dawn of maturity, comes the psychotic disorder and things are never that good again. How can society not let us die?