Venting having to base my identity being someone something to be remembered

[Unhumanly.]

unless when there's someone associated with me, nobody remember me for who I am, I have to be somebody acquaintance or close friends so then their presence make people suddenly remember about me, but then again that somebody don't stick with me forever, so eventually there will be a time I'm completely invisible and forgotten, stop to be looked after

 

[ke9]

This feeling of nobody ultimately cares haunts me, too.