Help Having second thoughts...

[therealtho]

I am ordering about 400mgs of Oxycodone to my apartment and was going to get drunk and take all 400mgs mixed with other drugs. I'm starting to question if I really should do that; or if I'd actually be able to and wouldn't puss out... any advice or anyone feeling the same?

 

[Forveleth]

OD's are rarely successful, prescription or not, mixed with alcohol or not. Have a look at the two threads below to get some better ideas:

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[SchizoGymnast]

If you're having second thoughts, you should probably wait. You can't exactly reverse it.

Also, what if you survive but with severe brain damage? That to me would be even worse.

 

[NSA]

Even though od can kill, I wouldn't try that unless I knew beyond a doubt that I wouldn't just puke them all up.

 

[worthless123]

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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You would need to take 300mg of oxycodone per kg of bodyweight to have a 50/50 chance at successful ctb.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Right. I say if you're having second thoughts, now is not the time for ctb. Wait until you're 100% sure.

 

[Imeavie]

If you hesitate, then its possible you either do not truly want to ctb, or you are simply not ready yet.
I would take time to explore every other option, or idea you may have before making this decision.
If nothing else works, then you can always return here, and if something does work, then you will be glad you didnt.

If you do decide this is what you want, then that is your decision, and I hope you at least find peace.

 

[therealtho]

Thank you all for your replies. Really helpful