catbunny
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- Jun 19, 2024
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Recently I have been thinking about this guy so much. Our story or at least my side of the story about him is kind of a mess.
I met this guy through a (old?) friend. (that "friend" and I got into an argument and we have never sorted things out so I don't know if we are still friends or not, thast's why I will call them F from here). F was his friend (I think they got into an argument too? and may or may not still friends?) and they were pretty close. At that time, I did not know him yet. I saw him on F's instagram story and I just thought this guy is kinda good looking so I stalk his Instagram a bit. I just saw him on F's story so much and thought maybe they are dating or something. Until one day, I don't know what got into me, maybe I was crazy after stalking his instagram for the Nth time in months, I followed him, and he followed me back.
After that, I know him and F were not dating, they're just close friends maybe. I started to try to have a talked with him by replying to his story and we just have some little chat. Then, me and F were hanging out and they told me that the first time he saw my instagram profile, he said I look cute and all. Then when new year came,I got all the courage to text him more and more. We even have a 2hrs call together. But then he just ghosted me and I got tired cause I know I am the only one who is trying here.
We then stop talking, just sometimes have some casual talk. We are going to the same university and so we only talked when he found out I'm friends with someone in his class or I will sometimes text him when I saw him in campus. We are like that for months. Then suddenly, one morning, he texted me saying if I want to have a talk with him. I was confused but I said yes; however, I was at work so I told him we can talk but maybe other time cause I'm at work so I can meet him right that time. He said that's ok and all. That afternoon, when I was walking to the foodcourt in my Uni, which is next to the student's dorm, I saw him walking to his class from the dorm, so I texted him "hey I just saw you, I'm at the dorm" and from that we just kinda talking. When the class end, I asked him is he still at the study bilding or if he already left to the dorm. He said he's having a smoke so I asked if I can smoke with him. He said yes so we smoke together for at least 1 or 2 hours while talking so much about everything, he looks tired and exhausted. I just want to say at that time, I really want to hold his hand. Then, he said he's quite hungry so I asked if he wants to go to Mcdonald with me. We went to Mcdonald and while we were having the (worst) meal, we talked a lot too. His emotions was getting better and he started to act more happy? I guess like he was really exciting and all, saying he's happy and stuff. He is from another country btw, he is an international students at my Uni. He said he want to stay at my country and a lot of things more. I just listened to him and supported him to do what he wants, what makes him happy. Then I drove him back to the dorm. That night, he said goodnight and asked if I want to have lunch with him the next day. I said yes.
The next day came, he texted me that he's sorry, one of his roommate is having an issue and he gotta help his roommate so we got to cancel our plan. I said it's ok and he should helps his roommate, don't worry. We still have some small talks in that day. Then he said he is about to watch a movie so I said "I have this movie I really wanna watch but by the time it comes out, I'm already in military so I can't watch it, what a shame. He said if he wants to watch a movie with me. So i asked him if he wants to go to a coffee shop with me tomorrow and watch something on my laptop. He said yes. But, that night, he said he sorry, he is not feeling well and all so he has to cancel our plan. He was saying a lot of things that is really confusing so I told him to take a rest. I think he was panicking or somethings. I think that maybe something happened but I don't understand his point. I told to take a rest and if he needs anything, he can text me, I'll try to help, at least to my best.
The next morning, I checked my phone and found out he was already flew back to his country?? I was so confused so I texted him "are you feeling better?" and it took him the whole day to reply "There's nothing to say actually I want to go to [his country] forever". I replied right away asking if he is ok? what happened?
I don't know. He hasn't replied my last message yet. I feel bad for him and want to help him, not out of pity, just that I don't want to see anyone to suffer alone like I did. But to be honest, I think he doesn't want me to help so I just stop at caring him and hoping he will talk to me or whatever. I don't understand him and his action that day just making me like him more then he just went off and ghosted me again like I'm a drag doll or something. At the end of the day, i still hope that he will be ok soon.
I met this guy through a (old?) friend. (that "friend" and I got into an argument and we have never sorted things out so I don't know if we are still friends or not, thast's why I will call them F from here). F was his friend (I think they got into an argument too? and may or may not still friends?) and they were pretty close. At that time, I did not know him yet. I saw him on F's instagram story and I just thought this guy is kinda good looking so I stalk his Instagram a bit. I just saw him on F's story so much and thought maybe they are dating or something. Until one day, I don't know what got into me, maybe I was crazy after stalking his instagram for the Nth time in months, I followed him, and he followed me back.
After that, I know him and F were not dating, they're just close friends maybe. I started to try to have a talked with him by replying to his story and we just have some little chat. Then, me and F were hanging out and they told me that the first time he saw my instagram profile, he said I look cute and all. Then when new year came,I got all the courage to text him more and more. We even have a 2hrs call together. But then he just ghosted me and I got tired cause I know I am the only one who is trying here.
We then stop talking, just sometimes have some casual talk. We are going to the same university and so we only talked when he found out I'm friends with someone in his class or I will sometimes text him when I saw him in campus. We are like that for months. Then suddenly, one morning, he texted me saying if I want to have a talk with him. I was confused but I said yes; however, I was at work so I told him we can talk but maybe other time cause I'm at work so I can meet him right that time. He said that's ok and all. That afternoon, when I was walking to the foodcourt in my Uni, which is next to the student's dorm, I saw him walking to his class from the dorm, so I texted him "hey I just saw you, I'm at the dorm" and from that we just kinda talking. When the class end, I asked him is he still at the study bilding or if he already left to the dorm. He said he's having a smoke so I asked if I can smoke with him. He said yes so we smoke together for at least 1 or 2 hours while talking so much about everything, he looks tired and exhausted. I just want to say at that time, I really want to hold his hand. Then, he said he's quite hungry so I asked if he wants to go to Mcdonald with me. We went to Mcdonald and while we were having the (worst) meal, we talked a lot too. His emotions was getting better and he started to act more happy? I guess like he was really exciting and all, saying he's happy and stuff. He is from another country btw, he is an international students at my Uni. He said he want to stay at my country and a lot of things more. I just listened to him and supported him to do what he wants, what makes him happy. Then I drove him back to the dorm. That night, he said goodnight and asked if I want to have lunch with him the next day. I said yes.
The next day came, he texted me that he's sorry, one of his roommate is having an issue and he gotta help his roommate so we got to cancel our plan. I said it's ok and he should helps his roommate, don't worry. We still have some small talks in that day. Then he said he is about to watch a movie so I said "I have this movie I really wanna watch but by the time it comes out, I'm already in military so I can't watch it, what a shame. He said if he wants to watch a movie with me. So i asked him if he wants to go to a coffee shop with me tomorrow and watch something on my laptop. He said yes. But, that night, he said he sorry, he is not feeling well and all so he has to cancel our plan. He was saying a lot of things that is really confusing so I told him to take a rest. I think he was panicking or somethings. I think that maybe something happened but I don't understand his point. I told to take a rest and if he needs anything, he can text me, I'll try to help, at least to my best.
The next morning, I checked my phone and found out he was already flew back to his country?? I was so confused so I texted him "are you feeling better?" and it took him the whole day to reply "There's nothing to say actually I want to go to [his country] forever". I replied right away asking if he is ok? what happened?
I don't know. He hasn't replied my last message yet. I feel bad for him and want to help him, not out of pity, just that I don't want to see anyone to suffer alone like I did. But to be honest, I think he doesn't want me to help so I just stop at caring him and hoping he will talk to me or whatever. I don't understand him and his action that day just making me like him more then he just went off and ghosted me again like I'm a drag doll or something. At the end of the day, i still hope that he will be ok soon.
