Have you ever felt you don't belong here?

[Sprite_Geist]

Yes. For the most part I get along with other people who I meet or see, but it is rare for me to actually connect to another person.

 

[Pluto]

 

[betterthinktwice]

Still struggling. Tough, tough year. Wanted to try something new, something different to try to see an improvement. Missed BM, maybe next year if I can hold on.

 

[betterthinktwice]

Over the weekend I've concluded after much thought and reflection, and deep introspection, that the world no longer needs me, and I certainly don't need it. It is time to ctb. I'm in the process of exploring the best approach for me. I am looking forward to my liberation day. For me, anything is better than this life. I was brought into it against my will, and without my consent. Good riddance.

 

[popcorn1234]

Yes, I do feel that way. I only feel comfortable around certain people.

 

[betterthinktwice]

Always felt like I didn't belong in this life. A reject from the factory. God's garbage. Me.

 

[X-sanguinate86]

Present, not present.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I have Asperger's syndrome and sadly I felt like I don't belong in this world ever since the age of just 5. I never fit in anywhere, never had a teue friend, only had one girlfriend in my teens and a sadistic one who enjoyed tormenting me. In my younger years I was liked by many women, but because of my Asperger's they quickly lost interest in me. They saw my Asperger's as a disease

 

[eternalpace]

I have constant and ever-present feelings of not belonging here.

 

[betterthinktwice]

I mean seriously. Who would design and run a place like this planet with its unbearable cruelty, misery, and suffering. God? Aliens? Computer programmers? Who is in charge? Y'all made a mistake with me because I don't fit and I don't belong. Can the designers hear my screams?

 

[betterthinktwice]

Hate the holiday season. This is not the time of year for people who feel like they weren't meant for this reality. Just reinforces the sense they don't belong.

 

[copioushopelessness]

No one cares about me.

 

[merlinscries]

I definitely feel like I don't belong here. And I don't deserve the pain and suffering.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

Yes, I always have felt like I don't belong here.

 

[betterthinktwice]

With any luck this will be the last year of forcing myself to live in a world where I don't belong, where I never belonged. I despise this time of year. A misfit. A mistake. A miserable wreck. Happy new year to all.

 

[betterthinktwice]

I was hopeful in the early weeks that 2026 might deliver a better, brighter future. Silly me, the eternal optimist, LMAO. I really am the very odd, not fitting puzzle piece that accidentally got tossed in with the 1000 others that eventually come together to make a nice, happy picture. Not me. Every day, every event, every occurrence is a stark reminder: I don't belong. Never did, never will. Found some "stuff", reminded me of a friend long ago who finally ctb. I admired his philosophy and approach. Just the details to be worked out I guess.

 

[ghost-shock]

Yes all the time

 

[lollipoppi]

I always think I wasn't made for this world, I'm too weak and sensitive to survive but it's also true this world is very toxic and hostile. Only cold and cruel people will thrive, there's no sense of community and basic humanity. I don't fit in but I also don't want to when these are the conditions to keep going.

 

[itsgone2]

I always think I wasn't made for this world, I'm too weak and sensitive to survive but it's also true this world is very toxic and hostile. Only cold and cruel people will thrive, there's no sense of community and basic humanity. I don't fit in but I also don't want to when these are the conditions to keep going.Y

This is true but I swear it wasn't always like this. Even 25 years ago it wasn't but then it changed quick. Greed and profits over people have ruined all. The world is crashing in other ways too and I don't know why.

 

[Unlucky777]

Yeah, all the time. Depression or not, that feeling never goes away.

 

[lpdsvm]

I guess since I am here then most of the time - yes.

I guess since I am here then most of the time - yes.

I wouldn't have ordered SN and kept it then. Learning about partial etc.