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Ever experienced true love?

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ashendreams

ashendreams

rotting angel
May 31, 2025
70
not at all, but i cant say it doesnt exist because ive had several people madly in love with me. i think im probably just incapable of love :/
 
butterbutter143

butterbutter143

pounding my head against the kitchen floor ☆
Oct 6, 2025
21
yeah and i fucked it up really badly… it's one of my reasons for ctb actually.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
785
I am not capable of love
 
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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
I dont think i will ever love anyone truly again....i loved all my exes with true and unconditional love i really thought they were my true love but guess what? All of them left no matter what i did or changed in myself , hell i even was myself but still they left me . I dont think i will ever be able to experience true love in this life...And i probably wont love anyone truly again unless they go out of they way to love me and put as much / more efforts than i do.. If they truly love me well they will do anything...i know this sounds like i am a toxic person but after i did practically everything that my exes asked me to do and still got left hanging...i dont think i will love anyone truly again unless they literally put in their whole life for me..which they wont as obviously i am unloveable considering the fact in the past i literally changed myself and hell even stopped being desperate for people it was always the same thing..they left i didnt


TL;DR
I never was and never will be truly loved no matter what....even if i love someone truly they wont ever love me truly..I guess im unloveable.
Well im most likely gonna die without having experienced this prolonged state of elation known as "love", how about you?
love isnt real. I dont think i will experience it either
 
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Bronzehawkattack

Member
Mar 17, 2018
79
No. Never been desired at all because women are very shallow creatures and I came out of the womb hideous.
 
Mr. Snrub

Mr. Snrub

Specialist
Aug 10, 2025
318
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loakms8

loakms8

my forking dad should have used condom!!!!!!!!
Oct 19, 2025
49
yes, i experienced true love in this world

but due to debt, i have cut off all love. as it is irrresponsible to be in love relationships when one is financially fucked. he deserves better.

its time to leave the world. this world is fucked
 
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tangerine_dream

tangerine_dream

The indomitable human spirit??
Jun 26, 2024
6
I fear I'm very far on the asexual/aromantic spectrum. The mere thought of someone touching me or being with me near constantly makes me panic - but I also fantasize about having a nice partner often. It's a hard contradiction to live with.

I've had a few people show interest in me, but I've turned all of them down so far. Not because I didn't like them, or because there was no potential there, but just because I don't feel things very much and, again, I don't want people that close to me. Yet so much emphasis is placed on romantic relationships in our society, it makes me sad to think I might be incapable of feeling that way, and it's one of my main stressors in life :(
 
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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
517
Well, I am gay, average looking, closeted. I never got to experience true love. I was infatuated with few guys.
I always wish i had been straight. Being straight would have increased the probability of having relationships considering that I am Indian.
But considering how weak my heart is and how sensitive and emotional I am, its good I never was in a relationship, cause the pain of a heartbreak would be too much for me.
 
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Flubber

Flubber

Member
Oct 9, 2025
61
I can feel love for another.

Do I want to be loved?: Absolutely not.
 
Ladyybugged

Ladyybugged

𝑺𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒓 <3
Oct 21, 2025
63
Probably the truest form of it, yes.

And to be very honest, never experiencing it is MUCH, MUCH better than experiencing it and then losing it all in one night, in the worst fucking way possible.
 

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