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39hatsune

39hatsune

seal connoisseur!
Dec 9, 2025
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im not even religious but every night since i was a child i pray to not wake up in the morning, yet i still wake up every day

its so disappointing and frustrating having to get through another day over and over, every day is the same

i just want to go to sleep forever
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, all I hope for is to never wake again and finally be at peace from this dreadful, cruel existence, I understand finding it so torturous to exist, all I want is the peace of non-existence, to be at true permanent peace from all the suffering is all I hope for, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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dead dav

dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
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I hate waking up just wish I could slip away in my sleep life is so hard
 
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