Hanging feels so uncomfortable.

[Walilamdzi]

Each day that's passing by my sense of dreads at things to come increases but the sense of fear and discomfort hanging is putting me off trying again. Just venting I guess.

 

[moodygrl]

I feel you. I was practicing again today in the unexpected morning hour I got to be home alone and saw again that partial is near impossible for me to do:/ exploding head examples only.

I have all the supplies and anchor point figured out for full suspension though but I need more time. My letter is done, I still need to add some contacts of my friends to be informed. And to have the courage to do it.. I wish I could poison myself but thats not an option.

 

[Walilamdzi]

I feel you. I was practicing again today in the unexpected morning hour I got to be home alone and saw again that partial is near impossible for me to do:/ exploding head examples only.

I have all the supplies and and anchor point figured out for full suspension though but I need more time. My letter is done, I still need to add some contacts of my friends to be informed. And to have the courage to do it.. I wish I could poison myself but thats not an option.

I also wish I could poison myself, drinking N would be so easy and drifting to sleep.

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

Unfortunately we're destroying a biological system... We're not laying it down, neck on a fluffy pillow under a warm duvet.
As awful as this is, still facing it myself.