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ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
97
fuck it. i tried everything. it left me with marks all around the chest. and apparently I'm not the only who says this

u need a good rope and shit. fuck.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Yeah, same with ligature strangulation. These methods are... SI kicks in and I just can't hang in there.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
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There's a lot of planning that goes into attempts, more than you were led to believe. Even so SI can just fuck you over, or another thing you had little way of accounting for or maybe even knowing about. TV makes it look so easy...
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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How did it leave you with marks on your chest? If you don't mind me asking.
 
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ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
97
How did it leave you with marks on your chest? If you don't mind me asking.
the rope broke, so what do you think
There's a lot of planning that goes into attempts, more than you were led to believe. Even so SI can just fuck you over, or another thing you had little way of accounting for or maybe even knowing about. TV makes it look so easy...
If i could buy a shotgun I'd do it but it's hard and you need money.
 
MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
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the rope broke, so what do you think

If i could buy a shotgun I'd do it but it's hard and you need money.
I tried to get a shotgun too lol i feel u, SN is now my method of choice
 
MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
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what failed? it's fast and painless
State laws are strict-- it's not the shotgun that failed me it's attaining one. I think shotgun with the correct angle would probs be the more reliable method. WHich is why i wanted to do it lol
 
ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
97
State laws are strict-- it's not the shotgun that failed me it's attaining one. I think shotgun with the correct angle would probs be the more reliable method. WHich is why i wanted to do it lol
how then gang members get guns like candies
 
MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
376
how then gang members get guns like candies
This would be a very long answer but long story short is that they have connections, connections I don't have. It's not like they go to the super market no problem, esp cause it'd be tracked to them. Depending on the state it's easier, like if you live in alabama for example.

The National Gang Threat Assessment Report (2011: 43) goes on to state:

"Gang members acquire firearms through a variety of means, including illegal purchases; straw purchases through surrogates or middle-men; thefts from individuals, vehicles, residences and commercial establishments; theft from law enforcement and military officials, from gang members with connections to military sources of supply, and from other gangs, according to multiple law enforcement and NGIC reporting … Gang members are becoming more sophisticated and methodical in their methods of acquiring and purchasing firearms. Gang members often acquire their firearms through theft or through a middleman, often making a weapons trace more difficult … Enlisted military personnel are also being utilized by gang members as a ready source for weapons."
 
ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
97
This would be a very long answer but long story short is that they have connections, connections I don't have. It's not like they go to the super market no problem, esp cause it'd be tracked to them. Depending on the state it's easier, like if you live in alabama for example.

The National Gang Threat Assessment Report (2011: 43) goes on to state:

"Gang members acquire firearms through a variety of means, including illegal purchases; straw purchases through surrogates or middle-men; thefts from individuals, vehicles, residences and commercial establishments; theft from law enforcement and military officials, from gang members with connections to military sources of supply, and from other gangs, according to multiple law enforcement and NGIC reporting … Gang members are becoming more sophisticated and methodical in their methods of acquiring and purchasing firearms. Gang members often acquire their firearms through theft or through a middleman, often making a weapons trace more difficult … Enlisted military personnel are also being utilized by gang members as a ready source for weapons."
I wouldn't risk getting those connections even if i know I'd kill myself....

maybe the dark market could help? idk
 
MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
376
I wouldn't risk getting those connections even if i know I'd kill myself....

maybe the dark market could help? idk
Yeah same here, so this is the dead end for me in this method tbh. I hope nothing for the best for you though raven, to where maybe getting one is of no need; a future without a mind plagued by such heavy thoughts
 
dweams

dweams

i feel tired…maybe I’ll get wings
Feb 26, 2023
184
the rope broke, so what do you think
I'm sorry, but I'm just as confused as @Hollowman is. Did you try full suspension hanging or partial suspension hanging? If it was full suspension hanging, I assume you fell and your chest slammed into a nearby obstacle, leaving those nasty marks?
 

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