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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
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So I've been feeling pretty shitty recently dealing with depression. Then I took a new medicine for my tinnitus and I ended up falling asleep way early on the couch. I kept dreaming about a doctor on TLN named Doctor Becker. He was a all natural doctor that helped people get better on his show and talked about healthy eating and living. Then I get up and sleep in my bed. I keep dreaming about Dr Becker and my dad that has passed away. I loved my dad but I also had some forgiveness toward him. So when he died, it was fucked up. I also kept dreaming about my life and my dads life in a very vivid even emotional way which is not like me. As my dreams are usually dull or non-existent. I even saw hell in my dream. It was dark place of emotional pain. Then I was washing dishes. And as I was washing dishes thinking about this. I saw a mirror that look like a bright sky. Then I thought of my dad again, but this time I felt his essence and I got so emotional that I woke up and cried. I also felt emotionally cleansed like after a psychedelic trip. It's been a while since I had such significant dreams.
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
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Glad you got that release, hope it doesn't hurt too much ❤️
 
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Jean Améry

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Mar 17, 2019
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So I've been feeling pretty shitty recently dealing with depression. Then I took a new medicine for my tinnitus and I ended up falling asleep way early on the couch. I kept dreaming about a doctor on TLN named Doctor Becker. He was a all natural doctor that helped people get better on his show and talked about healthy eating and living. Then I get up and sleep in my bed. I keep dreaming about Dr Becker and my dad that has passed away. I loved my dad but I also had some forgiveness toward him. So when he died, it was fucked up. I also kept dreaming about my life and my dads life in a very vivid even emotional way which is not like me. As my dreams are usually dull or non-existent. I even saw hell in my dream. It was dark place of emotional pain. Then I was washing dishes. And as I was washing dishes thinking about this. I saw a mirror that look like a bright sky. Then I thought of my dad again, but this time I felt his essence and I got so emotional that I woke up and cried. I also felt emotionally cleansed like after a psychedelic trip. It's been a while since I had such significant dreams.

Interesting dream. Sorry to hear about your tinnitus and depression. I hope you feel better about any unfinished business with your dad.

Mine is a complete a-hole so I have no contact with him. When he dies I'm opening up a bottle of champagne: one less cunt in the world is always a good thing.
 
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