if you have not ever read my posts just now i had suicidal thought and was planning to do it in my pool mansion, but i have returned to do some personal things but i have to confess u, the personal things was degeranate gambling. i have actually frauded my whole family into giving me 5.2 milions dollar cash after i told then to sell most of their houses(basically everything excepet my villa with the pool and my main house). i have lost crazy amount on money by going 2 days to malta and gambling in a crazy way, i have played over 4 milion dollars in stake. my family is soon gonna find out i think and i hate the idea they are going to have for me.
sanctionedusage
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- Sep 17, 2025
- 9
well you could either go out having had your fun at everyone else's expense, or own up to it, return the remaining 1.2 million, turn over your mansion and your pool for a sum or to them, and submit yourself to working a full time slave-salary to repay as much as possible for the rest of your life without a word of complaint. what do you think is the fitting punishment if you're truly ashamed?
Frankly if you were to just take the remaining 1.2 mil in BTC or gold and wait 6-12 months for the US to collapse and fuck up the dollar.
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,367
Holy fuck, you're fucking rich. But really, I think you should own up and I liked another commenter's idea of getting a loan. But holy shit, that's a fuck ton of cash.
I'm assuming you have a life insurance policy... that will help. Like theboy said, get a bank loan, I think you should do everything that you can to give some money back first. I feel for you, in most countries gambling is a perfectly permissable way to ruin lives.
WallTermite
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- Aug 16, 2025
- 41
is it like a bad, bad drug problem why youre suicidal? like could you not just hire a professional team that would not only get you better, but train you to become mentally and physically strong with that kind of money?
i still have way more than 1.2 milions but i have lost a ton(played money on stake just means total bets i did). but still i feel if my family found out i lost that kind of money they would either not support me financially anymore or have me in some addiction recovery centre(i also have drug problems, mainly weed but i smoke very very much i also use mdma and cocaine from time to time).
i don't need to get a loan now couse i don't need to return anything for now, but like i said they are gonna find out eventually and when it happens yes i might get a loan or sell my house to return them the money, but in that situation i would end up on the street or in an addiction center
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It sounds like you and your family have an awful lot of recourses at your disposal, even with some of the money lost. It may seem irreparable and yes, you may lose some relationships, but just think of how far the money you have left could go, and the good it could do to fix the situation if you decide to own up to it.
Obviously we've only got a very small picture of a much larger situation but it sounds like you're in crisis due to the fear of your family knowing, but you've admitted this is due to a gambling, which is something you can get help for, if you wish, especially if you were able to get a bank loan or downsize to a smaller property. Large mansions and pool villas aren't necessities, it would take some work but shuffling around assets and liquidating some might be your solution.
Whatever you decide, I hope you're able to find a way to manage
Obviously we've only got a very small picture of a much larger situation but it sounds like you're in crisis due to the fear of your family knowing, but you've admitted this is due to a gambling, which is something you can get help for, if you wish, especially if you were able to get a bank loan or downsize to a smaller property. Large mansions and pool villas aren't necessities, it would take some work but shuffling around assets and liquidating some might be your solution.
Whatever you decide, I hope you're able to find a way to manage
like i have already said many times in this forum, money will never buy happiness.
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