Guilt

[Otto]

Why do I feel guilty and deny myself anything that may actually be good ?
I believe I don't deserve any better i think,if I even start to smile at anything I attack myself mentally and then remember that I am not worthy of feeling anything of any emotion

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Not suffering enough.

If you're suffering enough, you don't give a damn about guilt. I've been there. Not currently, but in the past when things were real tough. I didn't feel guilty at all back then. Now that it's really not that bad, I feel kind of guilty that others can't have what they want.

Still, I just don't think life's all that great. Look how it is. If you don't have anything, you feel beat down. If you get it, you feel guilty. There's no satisfaction. Really there can be, but it's so damn fleeting it's not worth it.

 

[DeathBecomesMe]

Why do I feel guilty and deny myself anything that may actually be good ?
I believe I don't deserve any better i think,if I even start to smile at anything I attack myself mentally and then remember that I am not worthy of feeling anything of any emotion

Is there any reason/s behind your guilt? Or is it just general guilt from experiencing pleasure or anything good/beneficial to you?

 

[Pointlessabyss]

Why do I feel guilty and deny myself anything that may actually be good ?
I believe I don't deserve any better i think,if I even start to smile at anything I attack myself mentally and then remember that I am not worthy of feeling anything of any emotion

Self Destruction is a button I think we all have here and I find it lovely to press it personally.

There's nothing to say your not worthy than the thoughts in your head, which unfortunately we can all get easily lost in.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Why do I feel guilty and deny myself anything that may actually be good ?
I believe I don't deserve any better i think,if I even start to smile at anything I attack myself mentally and then remember that I am not worthy of feeling anything of any emotion

Are you Catholic by chance? For me feelings of guilt around this topic have more to do with my upbringing than anything logical .