Method Goodbye

[Sigurd Bonehill]

i feel very sad reading this :( goodbye & hope you've found peace

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Much luck!

 

[Deleted member 4288]

I'm new here and this is the first post I'm writing a reply to...

And it's so sad... I hope you passed away without any discomfort or pain. I hope I can join you soon in the eternal peace among the stars :"(

 

[Angel]

Good luck , hope it all goes OK. Peace

 

[ForestLove]

Gentle and peaceful journey ahead.

 

[Kingkelly]

I hope you found your peace. Goodbye but never forgotten sweet soul <:

 

[52shriek]

Safe travels and may you find peace at last. Good luck Amira.

 

[Lifeisatrap]

You are very brave. Hope you succeed and get the peace you desire.

 

[bigj75]

Don't leave me op!

 

[Jen Erik]

best wishes

 

[Djinn]

Hope you made it alright... if I'd joined a week earlier I would've definitely responded to your post on the partners megathread... same city too :'/

Will keep you in my thoughts tonight Amira, all the best!!!

 

[letmeseethedeath]

Hey guys I loved the time I spent here. I am planning to go by partial in a few hours today. I dont want to jinx myself. It has to work because i am sick and tired of this world. I had a break down earlier and was never more convinced more than now that its my time to go. I want to thank everyone for supporting me and helping me feel less alone. My mom wasnt ment to be home for hours this morning. But now , she is about to leave. This forum has given me warmth and compassion. Something I have never really felt before.Thankyou. I wish you all the best and hope you all find your peace. If i dont reply back then I have gone. I love you all. See you on the other side.
Hugs <3
Goodbye

maybe it's late but i wish you all the peace you deserve. goodbye

 

[Amira]

Guys I am actually horrified. My friends came in. She caught me. I managed to hang myself. Lost conciousness after some seconds seconds. Everything went black.After a few minutes later I woke up and I found myself on the floor.I was confused. My head was pounding and looked up and saw my rope snapped. At that moment i felt so upset and mesrible. I laid there crying my heart out for some time. After a few minutes I got up and looked in the mirror. My nose was bleeding ,my neck and my face was really red. At that moment i realised i fucked up.The door suddenly opened, and my friendburst in. She looked horrified. She snatched the torn rope off me and was crying so much. She was about to call the 999 and I begged her no.I really didnt want to end up in a psych ward. I explained to her how I was feeling and that it was an impulsive act. I pleaded for her not tell my mom. She stayed with me for some hours and left before my mom came. Luckily she told my mom that i had gone to bed early else my mom would have come up to the bedroom to see me. I look a mess. I am now laying in bed heartbroken and terrified that my mom will see my scars on my neck. My neck hurts so much and nose to because when the rope snapped i may have hit my nose on the floor when i fell. Thank God the drop wasnt to big from to break any bones. I feel dizzy and i have a pounding headache. I'm sorry and i feel embarressed. This is so humiluating. I feel like such a faliure. I'm sorry.

 

[ouvreyes]

Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry.... I hope the effects don't last too long. I'm so sorry that this happened ....

 

[Trashcan]

I'm sorry that happened. :(

 

[Sinbad]

AMIRA! poor soul.. I am sooo sorry to hear about your failed attempt and that you feel bad about yourself. Don't be.. we all fail (especially in life) Try to be strong and get through the next few days of recovery.

We are here for you.

 

[Virgo]

Always make sure your rope won't break.

 

[TiredHorse]

Oh Amira! I am so very sorry! Please, please, please don't feel embarassed! You did everything you needed to; it was the rope that failed, not you.

Thank Fortune your friend is so compassionate.

Take some time to recover, to steady yourself, to let the physical aches fade. Regain some strength and composure. The path is so rarely simple.

Be kind and gentle to yourself. You surely deserve it.

 

[jaemus12]

I'm sorry things didn't work out as you intended to. I offer my deepest hugs to you. Don't be disappointed or frustrated, dying isn't easy that's why we're all here.

Whatever your next steps may be, just know that we are here to support you.

And as unfortunate the situation is, I welcome you back to the temporary safety of Sanctioned Suicide <3

 

[Weeping Garbage Can]

Aww, how terrible of an ordeal that must be, im so sorry, you didn't deserve that at all. Hugs <3

 

[OkTotti]

Sorry... at least you didn't suffer any permanent damage from what you described...no shame in a failed CTB attempt, it happens all the time here....

 

[DariaBuPL]

I am so sorry to hear that. :( I hope you will recover soon.

 

[iHeartRockArt]

I'm so sorry you had to endure this experience, but please don't beat yourself up. Be gentle with yourself and reach out to all of us here. We're here to support you, don't feel bad or ashamed. I hope your pain lessens soon and you recover from this. I wish you the best.

 

[TAW122]

I'm really sorry to hear about this. Ctb'ing is very difficult to do, even for the most prepared. I do hope you are able to recover enough to be able to reattempt at a future/later date.

 

[Roulette]

Awww amira
I hope your recovery goes well for the time being :( wishing you the best. It's okay girl, we're here for you no matter what *hugs*

 

[Jiva]

I am sorry, that you are so sad. 1000 x hug.

 

[Watson]

I never really got know you as I joined recently, but the from what I saw/read, I'm sorry you had to endure such misery and sad that things didnt get better for you; and I'm bummed that we didn't really get to meet.

I hope where ever your journey takes you, that you will finally have the peace and happiness that you deserve <3

 

[Retched]

I hope you are doing alright.

 

[Crest33]

The amount of failed attempts on this forum is really considerable. I hope you're doing well.

 

[Xerxes]

Sorry to hear it didn't go well, leaving life that you hate is so so hard.