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I know that's what scares me and no one would find me for days
After my failed attempt, I would not risk hanging myself without being 100% confident that I will die. But it's your choice
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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I used a towel to hang myself, maybe that's why I didn't feel any pain to the neck
Is there some kind of hook I could put in a solid door frame that would hold
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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After my failed attempt, I would not risk hanging myself without being 100% confident that I will die. But it's your choice
I thought you said you went unconscious with a leg still on chair or was that someone else
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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If I did it I would never get the rope off to stop so I would surely die it was really tight and things went black
 
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If I did it I would never get the rope off to stop so I would surely die it was really tight and things went black
When you start seeing the static or black you're starting to faint, just wait 10 seconds and you're dead
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
619
When you start seeing the static or black you're starting to faint, just wait 10 seconds and you're dead
Then it should surely work I saw the black then climbed back in chair
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
619
Good luck and rest in peace my friend
Thank you but it wont be tonight I would have earlier but was worried about rope length but it will be soon
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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Good luck and rest in peace my friend
I have one more question please what if I made the platform I fall from higher climbed up and tied the lower part of my legs to the upper part then I could lengthen the rope to make drop length longer would that be better for full suspension sounds weird I know
 
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I have one more question please what if I made the platform I fall from higher climbed up and tied the lower part of my legs to the upper part then I could lengthen the rope to make drop length longer would that be better for full suspension sounds weird I know
It doesn't matter it will still take you 10 seconds to faint.
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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It doesn't matter it will still take you 10 seconds to faint.
I know I just didn't want to be touching the floor at all just scared that's all but I know it has to happen
 
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I know I just didn't want to be touching the floor at all just scared that's all but I know it has to happen
drink something or take some pills for mental illness
 
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BlackDragonof1989

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Jul 12, 2018
526
Wishing you the best whatever the outcome, you are much more courageous than me. Sorry to hear about the forced hospitalization.
 
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Zanexx

Zanexx

Dead
Jul 15, 2018
189
Message me if you want to :/
 
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Zanexx

Dead
Jul 15, 2018
189
(I'm autistic too)
 
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ctkmtt

living the dream
Aug 8, 2018
38
Going for a round 2 tonight. Got lots of alcohol to take away the hesitation, now it's all about the waiting game. Only a few more hours...
I was told by my ex to "go rot," so I guess that's exactly what I'll do :-)
 
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strained03

Member
Aug 1, 2018
66
I didn't know you but RIP. ♥
 
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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,285
I'll miss you South Park character
 
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useless

left
Aug 30, 2018
71
Closet door, been testing it for the past 20 min
Is it a normal swinging door, or a folding door? Is the rope attached to the hinge, the handle, or somewhere else?
 

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