Goodbye...

[plzoffme]

Well guys this is it. In a few hours ill be checking into my hotel room, from there ill turn on some peaceful music, head into the bathroom then lights out via headshot. I really did enjoy life but my mental illness (bipolar type 2) has destroyed my life. I am 25 but feel like 90 with my self awareness. I did have a lot of fun times and for those ill forever be grateful. I have tried medications, ketamine infusions, natural supplement's but none of those will ever get rid of the nagging voice in my head as well as the extreme highs and lows. I want to be free, flying through the stars.... If there is an "afterlife" it will be cool to experience something other then this hell, if not then at least all this pain will be gone... I have been on this forum since 2022 with a few different accounts due to losing the password lol... But I hope everyone finds their peace :) Suicide is not the answer for everybody, for me its been a LONG time coming and for me its the answer for my issues. I hope to find peace tonight, Thank you

 

[L9my]

hope it's painless

 

[SuicideKurt]

Wish you best.

 

[tend a dead garden]

Bon Voyage

 

[Off_Switch]

Make sure you liquor up first.

 

[EternalShore]

If you choose to do so then, make sure you know where to aim, so you don't get seriously injured~ Anyways, I wish you the best~ :) See ya, and I'll be praying for you~ :)

 

[k1m]

The right medication/dose can be HUGE relief for bipolar, I've seen it myself. It can't hurt to take this up with a psychiatrist one more time. You can find a way to calm the voices.

 

[plzoffme]

If you choose to do so then, make sure you know where to aim, so you don't get seriously injured~ Anyways, I wish you the best~ :) See ya, and I'll be praying for you~ :)

Ill be shooting through the mouth pointing at the brain stem... Thank you for your prayers :)

The right medication/dose can be HUGE relief for bipolar, I've seen it myself. It can't hurt to take this up with a psychiatrist one more time. You can find a way to calm the voices.

I have tried believe me. I also have massive suicidal ideation, I just want it all to end. My family knows I suffer from this so they should not be to surprised.

 

[tunnelV]

Good luck and goodbye

 

[homeboundcripple]

Well guys this is it. In a few hours ill be checking into my hotel room, from there ill turn on some peaceful music, head into the bathroom then lights out via headshot. I really did enjoy life but my mental illness (bipolar type 2) has destroyed my life. I am 25 but feel like 90 with my self awareness. I did have a lot of fun times and for those ill forever be grateful. I have tried medications, ketamine infusions, natural supplement's but none of those will ever get rid of the nagging voice in my head as well as the extreme highs and lows. I want to be free, flying through the stars.... If there is an "afterlife" it will be cool to experience something other then this hell, if not then at least all this pain will be gone... I have been on this forum since 2022 with a few different accounts due to losing the password lol... But I hope everyone finds their peace :) Suicide is not the answer for everybody, for me its been a LONG time coming and for me its the answer for my issues. I hope to find peace tonight, Thank you

May success be with you

 

[plzoffme]

Make sure you liquor up first.

I plan on it lol I got some Vodka ill mix with cranberry.... Put my headphones in, enjoy some classical music then lights out...

 

[showmehow]

Good luck

I plan on it lol I got some Vodka ill mix with cranberry.... Put my headphones in, enjoy some classical music then lights out...

Great taste

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Nothing but love. <3

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

So sorry it came to this. Wishing you peace

 

[shiba]

Wishing the best

 

[darksouls]

love and peace to you my friend

 

[Eriktf]

rip

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I'm really sorry your mental illness has ruined your life. Good luck

 

[MydnytSorrow]

I'm truly sorry for the amount of pain you suffered through in your short life. My heart and soul are sending you all the hugs and love you deserve. I hope to see you on the other side, finally at peace

 

[Alexandra_]

May your wish come true. For many of us, this world is a scary place