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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
Well friends, I am at my spot and I have my sn mixed, I have more water and sn solution just incase too, 50ml is a lot less than I expected. Now I just need to get over si and anxiety. I'm going to take a bunch of my melatonin and wait for it to start kicking in and then I'm out.

Thank you for everything you've given me and for all the lovely people I talked to on my short time here. I love you all ❤️

I'll be replying/answering questions for a bit before and I'll try keep everyone up-to-date.

Below is my ragtag setup for measuring and where I will have my final moments. Labels removed from sn for privacy source reasons.

It's ironic that the scales I purchased are even called 'salter' 😂
 

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feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
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I am thinking of you. Didn't get a chance to get to know you but I wish you a peaceful transition to the other side
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
Thank you ❤️ I'm looking forward to seeing my old dog again, he was the best 🥰
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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What a beautiful place! Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace! :heart:🫂
 
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HiddenPain

HiddenPain

Fading 🥀
Jul 24, 2024
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Good luck and I wish you nothing but peace.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
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You have a good spot. Nature will welcome you home. Your dog is there waiting for you. Be careful with the melatonin, you might fall asleep and not be able to take the SN.
Goodbye 🙏
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Farewell, i wish you the best. Beautiful spot! It looks like a peaceful place. May your destination be as peaceful ❤️
 
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feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
252
It looks like a beautiful spot … your dog will be happy to be reunited
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
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goodbye and good luck, i wish you a safe journey ❤️
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
I didn't think it would be this hard to drink it, I don't feel panicked but I don't feel urgency, I feel like I'll have to do it in quickfire steps
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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Let us know how the melatonin works, I'm having trouble getting my hands on benzos but I would have no trouble with melatonin.
I hope you find the peace you deserve!
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
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I love the location you chose, it seems nice. Good luck. I'm sorry that life wasn't kinder to you. I hope the journey is peaceful and you can finally rest<3
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
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Safe travels my friend, that's a beautiful spot, may you finally find the peace you seek!
 
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kinderbueno

kinderbueno

Waiting at the bus stop
Jun 22, 2024
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Good luck :) out of interest why did you pick to do it in a forest?
 
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Beyond_Repair

Disheartened Ghost
Oct 27, 2023
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Safe travels, and wish you peace :heart:
 
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esalucolom-wojaqter

esalucolom-wojaqter

But why though?
Jul 23, 2024
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Good luck, hope you get what you wish for ♥️
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
I've taken it, there's no going back now ❤️ I'll see you on the other side
It burned a little, smelled a bit like chlorine but I had a sweet after to get rid of the taste
 
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feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

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May 29, 2024
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Hug your dog when you get to the other side
 
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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
135
farewell love, hope u find the peace you couldn't get on this side! <3
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
farewell love, hope u find the peace you couldn't get on this side! <3
Thank you, I like the bring me quote in your title ❤️
 
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AbsentMindedHuman

AbsentMindedHuman

One day, ill be free
Apr 25, 2024
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I wish you peace. You have chosen a beautiful spot. See you on the other side soon <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Farewell and best wishes.
 
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Light_

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Apr 9, 2024
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Has anyone heard from this soul? Did they go peacefully?
 
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Erring

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Jul 7, 2024
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It seems a lovely place. May you find proper rest.
 
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Fuko1

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Espero que encuentres las paz
 
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