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Mirrors

Mirrors

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Mar 14, 2026
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I lit your candle this morning. Be at peace.
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
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So sorry life brought you to this point.
Wishing you peace and painless journey:heart:
 
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Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

You look lonely...
Jul 29, 2025
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Best I can do is quote myself from another thread..
"I wish I could cut into myself or hurt myself to take away the pain some of you are feeling. You don't deserve it. I'd do it in a heartbeat."
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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I'm so sorry things have been so terrible.

I am not trying to change your mind. Scientists just regrew teeth in a laboratory. AI is making scientific progress become exponential. And so if you are doing this now because of your injuries, please know they may be curable with progress.

But since you were suicidal prior to your injuries, I am guessing that doesn't matter too much to you.

I just want to say how much I appreciate your honesty and your posts about what happened in your first attempt. You probably saved a number of people, maybe quite a few, who did not go the route that you did because of your honesty. You seem like a kind good person and I'm so sorry things have been so hard. I wish somehow we could have been friends... instead of you just being someone whose posts I've read and whose honesty I admired.

Thinking of you however this goes. You have been very well-liked and respected on here.
 
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TooMuchHasHappened

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Apr 6, 2026
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This is so sad, i missed her, damn 😞. I posted earlier in the thread and she replied to me, so i'll take comfort in that.

I'm in a similar situation, though not as bad as hers from what I understand, so I understand why she took this path. I'll be taking the same path myself soon, the path of ceasing to breathe.

I'm here for the same reason as her - and probably most people here - because living a life like this is not worth living - same as it obviously was for her - and there's no solution.

I won't be too far behind her, may she rest in peace, her pain and suffering are now over.

Good night Fightclub17, and God bless ❤️❤️
 
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MephiticShadow

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Nov 17, 2022
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I'm so sorry fightclub. May you find the peace you were looking for 😭
 
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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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This is so sad, i missed her, damn 😞. I posted earlier in the thread and she replied to me, so i'll take comfort in that.

I'm in a similar situation, though not as bad as hers from what I understand, so I understand why she took this path. I'll be taking the same path myself soon, the path of ceasing to breathe.

I'm here for the same reason as her - and probably most people here - because living a life like this is not worth living - same as it obviously was for her - and there's no solution.

I won't be too far behind her, may she rest in peace, her pain and suffering are now over.

Good night Fightclub17, and God bless ❤️❤️
Same. Like you and her, I don't fantasize or glorify death. I have oral cancer and post-acute withdrawal syndrome. My life was actually starting to look up last year. Like for the first time in my life I felt a sense of purpose before I suffered post-acute withdrawal syndrome and I was diagnosed with oral cancer. I'd like to go the sodium-nitrite route, but I can't take the complementary medications for it like benzos or an anti-emetic, as they'll wreak havoc on my nervous system. I'd have to resort to using an inert gas or using night-night. From personal experience and from getting second-hand accounts from others that can't be explained by science, I truly believe there is a soul after death. I don't know if it's peace, but it would be another form of existence that's not the current one I'm in.
 
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RedFruit

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Feb 17, 2026
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I hope you found the peace you were looking for and are finally out of pain. I'm grateful for our interactions 🖤 sleep well now
 
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purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
219
Rest in Peace <3

I have seen a few of your threads and they were all so good.

I really hope you found your final peace now ♥️
 
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TooMuchHasHappened

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Apr 6, 2026
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Same. Like you and her, I don't fantasize or glorify death. I have oral cancer and post-acute withdrawal syndrome. My life was actually starting to look up last year. Like for the first time in my life I felt a sense of purpose before I suffered post-acute withdrawal syndrome and I was diagnosed with oral cancer. I'd like to go the sodium-nitrite route, but I can't take the complementary medications for it like benzos or an anti-emetic, as they'll wreak havoc on my nervous system. I'd have to resort to using an inert gas or using night-night. From personal experience and from getting second-hand accounts from others that can't be explained by science, I truly believe there is a soul after death. I don't know if it's peace, but it would be another form of existence that's not the current one I'm in.
So sorry to hear about your struggles, and what has brought you here. I just wanted to let you know that I did actually write you a proper reply, and posted it, but then deleted it immediately (out of respect) when I reminded myself that this was Goodbye Thread. I didn't think it was appropriate to open a dialogue with you here, but also didn't want to ignore you. I was stuck between a rock and a hard place, so please excuse me.
 

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