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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
689
I'm sorry that your suffering has lead you here. RIP
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Student
Apr 15, 2025
196
Goodbye. May your path be peaceful.
 
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sorrowfullyliving

Always worried
Sep 2, 2025
57
Farewell, I hope you find your peace
 
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legoshi

legoshi

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Sep 3, 2024
125
I wish you peace.
 
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shiba

shiba

Student
Aug 6, 2025
97
Goodbye, rest in peace.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
785
Farewell! I'm sorry it has come to this. I hope you are no longer suffering and have found peace

Гифка ко Дню святого Валентина
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
367
Hope your at peace, the the trip there was gentle
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,080
I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you wish for.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,453
I hope you found peace. 🕯️
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
418
Have a peaceful bus ride, friend.
 
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feydrid

Member
Aug 19, 2025
7
Hopefully your method worked and it was peaceful and painless
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,261
Good luck man, i hope to catch up with you soon.
 
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heisenberg

heisenberg

zzzzzzz
May 18, 2020
208
good luck, i hope you find the peace you deserve
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,787
Everlasting light and love to you my good friend and fellow family member.

The sun shines eternal upon you.

Walter
 
Kitsuné_

Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
173
That feeling when somebody says goodbye and they dont post anymore 🥹

You dont know them personally yet u can feel it in your bones.

Nothing human should be strange to us.
 
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Choppermoon

Choppermoon

...se não fosse eu seria com outro alguém...
Nov 12, 2024
2
I just wish you a peaceful ending, goodbye. 🕊️
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
The hardest part of this is not knowing if you were successful or somewhere feeling isolated and alone because you failed at your attempt.
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Student
Feb 27, 2025
135
it must have worked for him.
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
326
Sorry to necro this thread but what happened? Did you just not end up going through with it?
 
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rozbitka

Member
Sep 4, 2025
13
Iirc they were "saved" :( they'll try SN now. Update thread.
the link doesn't work
Hey Guys,

So I planned to CTB on 9-19-2025, but I can't wait any longer. I want to say thank you to everyone who commented on my post, showed me loved, and was kind in general.
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CTB Method: Isotonitazene (Powerful opiate) - I plan on swallowing most of it that I have put in capsules, snorting the rest.
Reasons: To be honest its been a long battle with depression, BPD. and the world in general.
Age: 25
Location: At home in my bedroom. Was going to get a hotel room, but I want to feel comfortable in my final moments.
Music ill have playing: Dreamer - Ozzy
CTB Date: 9-14-2025

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I will miss this forum dearly. I want to say thank you to the mods and founder of this beautiful site... But, I look forward to whatever comes next after this existence.
Goodbye everyone, Ill miss you :heart:

PS: If I do not update this thread within 24 hours, then I have passed peacefully.
So what happened?
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
128
the link doesn't work

So what happened?

Also want to know what happened with them
As I said earlier, they were "saved" in their attempt and are going to get SN now. They didnt do it in a remote area and people found them before they could die. It was the last post I saw from them. It's possible that I missed some updates but I believe otherwise. I've been relatively more engaged on SaSu for the past few weeks.

I do hope that OP updates us soon.
 

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