ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 364
The one person that supported me.. I don't know what I'm going to do without him. He can live without me just fine but now I have no one. Someone asked me to tell them why I'm wanting to CB.. then he proceed to tell me why he disagree with the points I'm making.. He's a fucking idiot and he doesn't understand what he's doing wrong... He's not really an idiot I'm just really frustrated at him. REgardless now I'm sitting in my char and cutting and crying because I can't handle this pain anymore. I'm still alive because of cripling anxiety and I wish I could just... stop it all! Maybe if I can get on the strongest bipolar med they have... maybe I'll care less... maybe I can CTB then. I just wish I could cut my heart out.
