I'm done and fed up with everything ruined my life. Can't carry on any longer
I'm sorry you've come to this point in your life but I implore you to wait 2-3 days before going through with it because a lot of the time (looking at the other threads) life is very up and down, and you seem like you are experiencing very severe emotions right now.
If you are still feeling the same way after a few days, here are my suggestions from experience. All the rules for partial hanging go here, like choose a sturdy rope, do a normal slipknot, and I've heard that if you put your legs in front of you, the chances of success are higher. Make sure that everything is very sturdy, if your doorknob is wobbly, choose a different one because you thrash around when you go unconscious. Some people also throw the rope over the door so that they get a little more height. Never tried it before but seems like it would work.
Please take care, and let me know if you need anything.
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