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hikaru13

hikaru13

memento mori
Jul 4, 2024
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I've been off social media for a week, anticipating what I'd do to ctb; researching all the methods I could find out there. I was at my friend's place during those days just trying to avoid my parents, responsibilities, and everything altogether. The feeling I get, the dreams that haunted me in those times were extremely terrible. I was just spaced out most of the time, and had random outbursts. But, my friend convinced me enough to try for one last time; that I should do everything I can before giving up so quickly. I'm honestly glad to have friends that are willing to help me in any way they could. I mean that's the only thing that's keeping me alive.

I'm still here trying out different ways I could earn some money to fund my studies. I'll exhaust every possible solutions I could before actually committing it.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I wish you the best on your recovery, hikaru13! :) I hope it goes well, and you're able to earn more money for your studies too~ ^_^
 
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