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dimgobaith

Student
Jun 17, 2024
116
So I guess I'm wondering what everyone's thinking or doing or planning to do to get things in order before they ctb?
I've put my life insurance policy details in a letter with the contact phone numbers and made sure I'm outside their suicide clause timescale.
I've inventoried the tools, plant and camera equipment I've got that might have a resale value so that family know what to look for. I'll do the same with my equestrian kit and clothing soon too.
I've labelled up documents for the horses so people will know who's who and where they are.

I've got lots of technical text books and some obscure ones. I'm not sure whether to inventory these and/or sorr them into piles so they'll be easier for people to get rid of.

I've got alot of craft stuff that was used to make stock for the shop, I was using it up so that there would be stuff for family to sell, now I'm wondering whether to do that or just sell the materials.

I'm trying to do 6months worth of work for work in 6 weeks so I don't leave them in the lurch any more than I will inevitably will.

What am I missing? Is there something else I should be doing? I've not written my letters yet, I need to send some of them to public authorities in the hope they might save someone else from the vendetta I've been subject to.

I'm trying to make sure my ctb has as little impact on the running of everything as I can as its not a choice I want to take but a choice I have to take. For everyone's sake I've got to go and sooner than I thought it would. I thought I'd have till december but I don't.
 
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dimgobaith

Student
Jun 17, 2024
116
I've bought some Christmas and birthday presents for this year and next now.
I just wish I didn't have to do this
 
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dimgobaith

Student
Jun 17, 2024
116
I've started writing my notes. Would you write one to a bully/abuser in the hope your demise might give them a light bulb moment with others
 
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magicalsarcoma

sending love to cats
Apr 4, 2022
105
hey, the actions you described are very thoughtful of you. it makes me respect you're not indifferent to the world around you. why are you planning to kill yourself?
 

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